I am seeking something, I don't know what it is. I met

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I am seeking something, I don't know what it is.

I met a foreign woman recently and we shared the most romantic week together while she passed through on a road trip. I have never felt this connection with another human, even the one that i married. I felt young, like i discovered a part of me that i lost.

I am divorced now - I dont know what im seeking, should i fly to her and travel with her for two weeks? should i just continue to work my job and be responsible and let the universe tell me what to do??

my father is dying, I almost lost my mother this year, and my niece attempted suicide a few weeks ago - yet im still fairly normal feeling, but something is missing in my life.

is it feeling for another woman? is it the urge to travel? is it a mid 20s existential crisis?

why do i feel like this? I need to do something