I'd like to know if my attempt to kill myself using either

Death will give you no chance to feel bad about your mother finding your corpse. So why is it you, despite knowing this fact, still want to end your life in an anonymous sense?

ITS BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT TO KILL YOURSELF YOU FUCKING RETARD YOU ARE JUST FISHING FOR SYMPATHY

FUCK YOU

>>17290405
I haven't even insinuated that I am In a position to receive sympathy, nor that I would receive it were there any for me. The internet is the last place I would go if I were looking for someone to provide any type of therapy. I'm simply asking will I be wasting my time if i try and use what I have access to, because I'd rather not wake up tomorrow with liver problems, and I am still alive so I care about how my mother finds me.

>>17290396
No, it won't work. It will just destroy your liver. Your mom would probably end up finding you passed out, take you to the hospital, after doing a bunch of shit you'll probably be forced to go to a psyche ward. For the rest of your life your liver will be in unbearable pain.