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>>17283451
firstly bruv sorry about your loss.
secondly bruv she is probably reading this at the moment and seeing that you're obviously regretting what you said and didn't mean it and are apologetic. hindsight is a crazy thing but i'm sure she knows you didn't mean it

Quit being a little FAGGOT and LIVE A GREAT LIFE like your MOTHER WOULD'VE WANTED YOU TO.

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>>17283461
thanks man.

>>17283463
pic related

Have you tried talking to her? I don't know if you believe in the afterlife or something, but it doesn't really matter for this. Just say out loud as if you were talking to her. When my father died, that's what I did and it helped me make peace with some things

>>17283475
No I haven't, but I might have to do that. Thanks man.

>>17283474
no problemo amigo

>>17283475
yes for sure try this. you never know what might come of it bruv

>>17283461
How can she be reading it if she's dead?

>>17283451
I'm a mom. Well my kids are little now but still I can tell you just one thing because this won't change no matter how old they will be.
No matter what they say I'll always love them. Sure it hurts hearing an "I hate you", but it's OK. I know they don't mean this. Even if, it's their right to hate us, as we were the ones to put them into this world. But as a parent you don't have the rights to be mad at them. It's your duty always to forgive and care for them. No matter what.
One day maybe you'll be a parent of your own. You'll very much understand then, that whatever happened she still loved and forgave you. In an instant.

>>17284613
Thanks. I appreciate your kind words.
I'll try to keep telling myself that she knew I loved her and that she wasn't hurt by what I said.

Thank you.
OP.

>>17283451
>A few years ago I lost my temper and said something mean to her. (I don't want to say what).
You told her you wanted to creampie her, didn't you?

>>17283451
You had 2 years with her after that awful moment, during which I am sure you were nicer than you were at that moment. So she forgave you a long time ago.