I'm tired of this. It's gonna be 9 fucking months since she left me, and I still feel like shit. I mean, I'm okay, I was feeling very bad for like a month, and I started to go forward, made friend, dated another girl for a few weeks, etc.
But still, the thought of her makes me feel like shit. She left me for a good reason, because I fucked up (I don't really want to tell the whole story on here), and I still have regrets, I still remember how we used to feel great together. Now, she doesn't even want to talk to me anymore. And I can't even be mad at her: that's her right. But, I have to be honest: I kind of miss her.
Am I just supposed to feel like this? How to I get over it?
>>17271859
ur supposed to feel bad for awhile. and that awhile can be quite awhile.
i fell in love with soemone i never even dated. its been two years and every time a certain song shows up on my iphone i have to immediately skip it and my heart sinks and i get all sad.
so if you actually dated her and had a real relationsihp, im sure the feelings can run a lot deeper, last longer and still hurt.
maybe you'll never get entirely over it. btu that doesnt mean you cant compartmentalize the feelings.
Damn. It's painful. I feel great mostly, but sometimes the thought of her and the regrets hit really hard and I find myself listening to dark ambient in my room, not wanting to see anyone.
>>17271938
I was answering to u >>17271870 obviously
>>17271940
i feel ya. i get there. as time goes on you get there less, but when it hits you you're like 'yep would still drop everything to go be with them'.