>Try to act masculine like I was back then
>Doesn't work anymore
>The urge to crossdress died with my dysphoria so feminine side isn't separate anymore
>Which includes my attraction to guys
>I really want to appear straight and masculine so I could look normal enough for a gf
>But looks like am at the point of no return
This is so frustrating.
>>17258308
Post pic.
Or don't...
>>17258308
So what are you saying? You are a "cured" trans? Or?
Either way it sounds like you are still unhappy. Not sure how to advise without more info.
>>17258308
>Wanting to be someone you're not
Don't fight yourself m8, just go about your business and some one tags along then great.
>>17258308
So to be clear you're a male that wants to cross dress or be female that is bisexual? Different girls like different types of guys, you can date guys, what's the problem?
>>17258320
Am a cured trans. I have no dysphoria.
Back then it used to be really bad. After living as this non-binary woman thing for a while and going to therapist after therapist, inner dialogue after inner dialogue, am myself again.
>>17258322
Am a male who has loss my desire to crossdress, but when I used to in private, both my masculine and feminine sides I kept separate.
You're bisexual. You want to express it w/ dressing feminine attitude
Realize it's a possibility that you only want a girlfriend to repress your feminine side
I would suggest you start dating both genders, dress in a masculine way (confidence)
>>17258345
>You're bisexual. You want to express it w/ dressing feminine
The bisexuality came with the crossdressing. I don't know why I did it. I had no father influence growing up. I tried on female clothing and the wig and I looked really good. While I was crossdressing I was gay but when I didn't I was straight. Imagining I had a boyfriend while crossdressing was just part of the experience, like some kind of accessory.
>it's a possibility that you only want a girlfriend to repress your feminine side
I really want a girlfriend because am attracted to women, I want a family, am a sole child who didn't really grow up in emotionally and mentally stable household with two parents.
>>17258392
>you start dating both genders
How do I do that? I can't women right now because I have gyno for all the hormones I was taking and they would be creeped out as soon we were naked. I can't date guys because I don't identify with the LGBT community at large and I would probably have to come out and wouldn't have the family I want.
You response is actually quite a relief. You're not going through a gender issue. You experimented in the past and there really isn't anything strange with forming your identity/sexuality the way you did.
You're setting a tough goal (gf+children) and your body/confidence is hindering you. Have unshakeable faith that you can obtain these things despite how different you are.
Current answers not enough?
>>17258980
no... I want more.
I've answered to the best of my ability.
State how I can help you or I'll assume you're an attention deprived liar
>>17259005
>State how I can help you or I'll assume you're an attention deprived liar
Am not a liar, but wish my life was a bit easier.
Are you a psychologist?
>>17259007
No psychology degree/proffesional experience
Did have to educate myself on psychology to help sister/myself through various stages of life
I'd recommend you do the same
Your life could be easier but face the fact that the worst problems/obstacles in life aren't emotional/psychological. Cherish the fact you're too busy facing economic difficulties to explore your identity.
Edit: [...] not too busy [...]