So help me /adv.
I currently suffer under major mood swings, ranging from barely feeling indifferent to anything to actually being pissed off at everything.
Call it depression.
Thing is life is better than ever before, I managed to pull myself out of a giant hole, yet im more depressed than before.
I stopped being a neet shut in, am /fit, stopped abusing the shit out of weed/alcohol, lost my virginity, started dating, got a secondary job, found a group of (best) friends and so on.
But I lost my ambition, my drive, my desire.
Im lost, I don't do things because I WANT to do them, I do them because I know they are objectively the right thing to do.
But I don't draw any pleasure out of it living like that.
I've actually lost my libido despite recently losing my virginity, there is just no desire.(I do get wood/get off no problem) but I could go without fapping for a month if I don't remind me to do it.
So, any advice? Self help book recommendations?
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No one?!
>>17210547
>210547 [Reply]▶
>So help me /adv.
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>>17210830
I doubt it
Manic depressive disorder?
Your condition is commonly known as “being alive”. Almost everybody feels this way, get used to it.
>>17210846
Doubt it.
I almost entirely miss the flip side of bipolar disorder, there is no high energy, happiness phase.
>>17210852
Yeah that makes no sense at all..
I'm barely functional and lucky to have such a good friend, I'm currently unbearable, I would not want to share time/activities with a person such as myself right now