>bored and depressed >decide to better life >spend time

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>bored and depressed
>decide to better life
>spend time figuring out a real career choice, pick
>go to training
>meanwhile find a qt and start building a long term relationship
>rocky path, but finish training
>get into a stable place with qt, spend 1.5 years together
>pursue my creative interests
>get a job in my field that pays well

Barely months in, I am now bored of the job, I broke up with qt because I am bored and depressed in her presence; we've been off and on since then because she wants to be with me, but I miss her when I'm not with her and feel trapped when I am. I'm making money but I am living for my days off, and on my days off I don't know what to do cause I'm tired of my creative output and don't feel fulfilled, even though people seem to enjoy it and say I'm getting good.

What the fuck now? I'm a bored, depressed sack of shit whenever I'm not just playing games or sports with friends for some slight respite.