I practice meditating frequently and are a very sensitive person.

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I practiced meditation and self-hypnosis and eventually figured out that everything we do is just a function of willpower. If you're jumping from one New Age thing to another, then you're looking for a magic fix that doesn't exist. I can guarantee that you're not taking your medical treatment seriously and skipping on medication.

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>>17180616
I am taking my medical treatment very seriously I am just having a very bad streak the past couple months I am stuck in a rutt. I have been having non stop bad luck. While I am calm because I have been meditating I am hiding from the reality of my current situation with my business I work hard and have done everything possible but there is no market for it in my area. I do not have the health to currently work for someone else and I am moving out with my husband in six months. I feel like there is something else I should be trying but I can not figure it out I am stuck in an endless loop.

>>17180634
Since business/vocation seems to be at the root of this, it's probably best to seek out help from a paid professional who could advise you how to best proceed with what you have.

If you have some ideas, you could hire a business consultant who might lay out some options feasible for you (could hire a freelance consultant as well)

Worth looking into.

Anybody called a "healer" is not worth your time or money. If you want help meditating then consider enrolling in a yoga class.

>>17180634
Like the other anon said about hiring a paid professional/business consultant, you could also try hiring a financial advisor to help you. I'm not sure if the terminology differs country to country (I'm an ausfag), but when my parents were having financial issues, they found a local financial advisor who was able to help. As far as I know, they also deal with job finding as well as helping to manage your expenses/current financial status/budgets/etc, which could help ease some of your anxiety too.
I suggest researching a bit to find one locally but it's definitely worth checking out.