Hi /adv/. Here's my problem.
I'm about to turn 26 and I feel unfulfilled.
I work a lot, and got nothing in return.
I love a lot, and got nothing in return
Also, as a male, the lack of a proper sexual life drives me insane. It makes me want to kill myself but in a literal way. It makes me feel like a loser, like I'm way less than the others. It makes me feel like I'm missing out of the best feeling there is (in fact, I'm sure this is the best feeling there is because I'm not a virgin)
I have this feeling like I'm going absolutely crazy. I want to stop feeling desperate. I don't want to grow old empty and alone, but it seems that's the way its going to be.
I was even thinking on becoming a full Buddhist and leaving my city forever (you can't meditate here), but that also sounds batshit insane, I would probably suffer anyway and even starve.
I need some advice or anything. This is not going to end well for me if I don't make a decision.
This is too much for me to handle, I seriously want this to stop
bump ;_;
>>17166023
what is your job?
>>17166023
you're 26, that's still too early to predict a life of loneliness but up to you to decide.
I don't know what your work or love life is like but find what matters to you, in life. You'll have to explore.
See a psychiatrist if you're getting any thoughts of harming self/others or spiralling out of control though