dear /adv/, I feel lost in my life, floating about with no

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dear /adv/,

I feel lost in my life, floating about with no direction.

It's been about two months since I have been in "withdrawal mode" after losing my lover. He abruptly stopped talking to me with no explanation. We fucked all the time and went on dates, studied with each other, and he was my best and only friend at school.

I can't focus on school, and I don't want to be around anybody except for family, or my two dogs. Being in challenging environments makes my situation worse.

To be honest, I am at a point where I can barely function. I still go to class and work, but every time I am there the main thing that I feel is this feeling of loss. My mind is in the state of "what happened?", every single day. My heart clenches onto past memories and feelings, and never lets go.

I have lost direction in my life right now, because I have no one else to hang out with, and nothing to look forward to.

I wouldn't say that I am depressed. But when I lose a crush it resonates within my for a long time....It was the most meaningful thing in my life.

Dear advice, should I go to a support group? I have this residual sadness within me and I don't want to focus on anything else, aside from this feeling, hoping that I will some how find answers.

I feel utterly lost without him.