It is not normal to push away the people you like, isn't

Yea if you're 10

>>16949785
Depends.

When you like someone, you begin to trust them, thereby making yourself more vulnerable to them.
Sometimes, people who dislike this vulnerability isolate themselves in order to reduce the chances that their friend will betray them or hurt them.

This is common in people with anxiety.

>>16949785
what exactly do you mean? Do you deliberately avoid and/or antagonize people you like.

>>16949844
Deliberately avoid people from the past that I liked. Some crazy thought, that I underwent some depression induced personality change and they won't recognise me. Haven't seen them for 2 years during aforementioned depressive periods.

>>16949835
So do I have anxiety? Or is it only trust issues?

I usually push people away unintentionally when they get to know me

The people that stick around are my friends I guess