I have a problem and it started 2 months ago when I found out about K-Pop. I found a K-POP video after I had an abortion. I felt miserable and it was also around the time I thought life is boring and my relationship is boring and my job is boring. Finding the video was a sweet escape from reality and it was just a lot of fun. I started watching everything from this 1 particular group and I am totally obsessed at the moment. I am almost 25 years old and I feel like a 16 year old. It would not have been a problem if it was just a small new hobby...
I skipped work so many times so I can watch video's, my contract is ending in april and I am afraid I am going to get fired. I stopped giving my boyfriend attention and I know he goes to porn sites now and shit but I don't care for some reason. I just want to watch these 7 boys on the screen and I prefer that over sex or time with my boyfriend (we live alone btw).
I even started thinking stuff like if I didn't live together with my boyfriend I would have more money to save up and go to Korea (and/or Japan) for a holiday.
To be honest, the relationship and living together has been boring for a long time, life has been boring for a long time and this is the first time in years I feel kind of happy? But it is not REAL happiness, I still think my life is boring and I am unhappy with my relationship, work, living together (because it's just boring).
Does anyone understand any of this?
Op here, we live together btw (not alone, don't know why I typed that)
>>16927254
i dont know about your relationship
but dont wast your money on trip to korea
i am korean and this is shit place full of shit people with backward ass mindset
if hell doest exist there will be lot of koreans there
>>16927254
This screams B8 to me.
>>16927299
Why? I want to go to Japan and to Korea. I don't want to go for ever just a vacation. Why is it so bad in Korea? Please tell me more?
>>16927302
Noo. I can summarize everything for you: bored with life, relationship, living together. Had an abortion, felt fucked up, found out about K-POP, first time in years I feel happy and I am aware that it's escapism from my boring life. But now it has become too much of an obsession. I think because I am using it to escape from the shitty reality. Suddenly I want to do other stuff, like break up and save money to do something ANYTHING that is not my boring life. In this case going to Korea.
>>16927320
There is saying that only the bored and boring.
>>16927254
>Finding the video was a sweet escape from reality and it was just a lot of fun. I started watching everything from this 1 particular group and I am totally obsessed at the moment. I am almost 25 years old and I feel like a 16 year old
you do know that these k pop music videos was just aping everything from the US right ? I find it very hard to be impressed by, say, a Chinese Taylor Swift