So I was basically orbiting this girl for a long time. Knew she had a boyfriend. Still put an outsized amount of effort into maintaining our friendship and trying to keep in contact with her.
Now I've severed contact with her since I realized I was being a shithead both for being a faggot and also not really being a proper friend since I had ulterior motives.
I don't know what to do now since I was apparently so fucking obsessed with her that I can barely look at other girls without comparing them to her.
Part of me does feel bad since I did actually like her as a friend. But part of me just wants to forget the past two fucking years and move on to someone or something else.
What do?
Bimp
>>16925594
Find shitty things about her. The way she walks, stuff she does, little things about the way she looks, and keep them to yourself. Your perspective of her is probably skewed, and it will stay this way unless you do something about it.
>>16925712
This makes sense but I'm not physically interacting with her often. Most of our communication for a while has been over text/facebook/steam. And trying to look over chatlogs and old photos mostly just gets me nostalgic.
>>16925801
Delete the chat logs, delete pictures. unfollow on FB, block yourself from visiting her page, and move the fuck on with your life. You're in love with an idealized version of someone and that's hard to live up to.