I think ive hit rock bottom /adv/.
>hate my life, boring and monotonous
>hate my job, boring and monotonous.
>dont enjoy anything anymore
>always looking forward to days off or getting off work
>when i do, all i can think about is the fact that i have to go back to work again the next day
>dont want to be around people, feel mentally drained
>none of my hobbies interest me anymore
>anything new i try to do, i either dislike or get shit on by everyone else for trying/doing
>all my friends think i hate them because im generally listless in their presence
>they're slowly abandoning me too
>all i do is sit in my shitty apartment and stare at the wall
what do I do /adv/? I feel empty all the time now.
Sounds like apathy and lethargy
>dont want to be around people, feel mentally drained
Try resting your mind. Like take 10 minutes and forget about everything, your problems, your life, and just be there, even put on some nice ambient in the back.
We get worn out from everyday life, especially if its very banal and especially due to its cyclical nature. Break from the cycle and take a moment to relax and step back and just chill. Let the mind chill.
>>16907296
I try that, but i revert to the way i was once i stop. besides, im already sitting alone in my apartment doing fuckall
Start taking drugs, either illicit ones or prescription ones.
>>16907331
Perfect oppurtinity.
There's an avenue for peace there...
> but i revert to the way i was once i stop
Make it a habit. Stepping back is an essential skill. Like leave work where work is, and just chill out here.