So I'm depressed and stuff, yadda yadda, whine whine.
BUT,
I'm to fucking scared to do anything about it. Despite knowing that the correct thing to do would be to go talk to someone about it, I'm just unable to make myself do so.
I just end up procastrinating and tell myself the lie that I'm fine.
And I really do know that I should 'just do it', but therein lies the problem that I can't. I just evade it to do it later, where I just evade it again. Rinse and repeat.
What logic can snap me out of this self destructive loop of pretending there's no problem?
What do you think is putting you off going? Admitting there might be a legitimate problem? Shyness about talking to a therapist? The idea that taking action might break you out of this cycle and force you into an adult lifestyle?
>>16894914
I am really not sure.
Maby just scared of taking off the blindfolds to see how far I've dug myself into this hole.
>>16894925
You have two choices OP. You can either choose to get help and improve your life or live in a self destructive loop. By procrastinating you're picking the latter. Get yourself sorted and feel better.