>Useless back story: I hate my family. I don't feel like

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>Useless back story:
I hate my family. I don't feel like I'm part of it. I can't open up to them, they don't listen to me, they don't care about my happiness, they don't like me, they see me as a burden. They drag me along to events and use me as a fucking display then utterly reject me as soon as we get back home. I got into a fight with them this New Years, which is probably obvious, won't say what, because it was over the stupidest shit. It just derailed into fucking chaos, since they were just screaming at me without giving me a chance to speak. Whenever I managed to get something through to them, which was of value to me, they just dismissed it. ''Are you on drugs, anon?'' Fuck you.

I was thinking about killing myself earlier today, but I realized that I'm too fascinated with the world to do that though.


>Advice part:
I'm an 18 year old college student. I could live a fairly successful life if I stayed with my parents, since they're paying for my education. But I'm not enjoying my family life, I'm not enjoying my schooling, I don't see myself enjoying any future job, recently I've grown distant to a lot of my friends, my enjoyment of life is dying.

I always wanted to travel the world in a van. Please help me accomplish this /adv/.

Right now, I've got around 500$ cash. I don't have a car, no experience with repairing them, no idea where to go, the legality behind any of that, pretty much nothing.

Please tell me how to accomplish my dream. If it's too far-fetched then at least tell me how to become independent for the time being. I can't live with my family anymore.