>be me
>19
>quitting my a good full time job to go back to school
>me and ex recently mutually cut off all contact except text
>I spited her during our 2 year long relationship
>4 days out she's chilled with multiple dudes and smoked
>she's a solid 9/10 loyal but she's spoiled, manipulative
>other than that pretty like minded
>literally no friends except 2 bros at work that I'm leaving soon
>feeling the pain she's felt
>this is what I wanted
How do I carry on?
Should I wait until class starts again and play the cards I am dealt?
Op here, I forgot to mention I have some sadistic, maybe borderline sociopathic thoughts and I feel the only reason I'm getting jealous is because I can't see her as anyone else's
Should I just grow the fuck up and work on my own life?
Yes.
>>16626451
I would. So many more girls out there.
You probably shouldn't quit your full time job, especially if it's as "good" as you say it is. At least save up money for a few more years and rack up that experience.