When I was younger I was molested by a friend's dad, not full on raped but touched in places and forced to kiss. It's been about 15 years now but I can't shake these sexual fantasies I keep having of contacting him, meeting up eventually fucking.
What's wrong with me? Is this normal? Should I do it? I feel fucked up for feeling like this.
>>16622456
No, contact a help line and talk about it. Then get a real boyfriend.
What he did was not okay, don't you dare glorify it now.
>>16622456
Try changing to better fetishes like necrophilia
>>16622557
I have a boyfriend of ~3 years. I told him about what happened when I was younger, he's understanding. I didn't fOr obvious reasons tell him about the fantasies.
>>16622456
There's nothing wrong with that. Fuck him if you want.