I have nothing nor anybody. It's a sad reality I got myself

>>16615294
Go to college and join ROTC. Become an officer in the army. Make money, and do something with your life.

>>16615304
I'm already going to University and getting a good degree, I'm not challenged by it and I dislike the people I study with. I guess I'll have a lot more money in a few years but I don't know why that would make me ... less empty I guess? I traveled a little bit and I never really enjoyed it. I guess having a bigger apartment with better electrical toys would be nice but I don't think I need it when I mostly watch Anime on my television.

I tried to do something with my life various times, I picked up two instruments (guitar and piano) which I stopped playing after a while.

I went to the gym and started lifting for a few months but then dropped it.

I tried coding and wrote a few simple programs in a few languages but I never enjoyed it and stopped it.

I tried a lot of things already, I tried going out more, going to bars, going to discos but I don't enjoy any of it even if I get to talk to a girl or two.

The only reason why I watch anime and vidya is because it's a time sink and it's better than just sitting around doing nothing I guess.