>Just dropped out of university halfway through my second

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>Just dropped out of university halfway through my second year
>Saving up money to move to Montreal. Maybe go to culinary school maybe just work kitchen jobs.
>Current girlfriend is great aside from the fact she is from europe and keeps me under the rug because Im black and her parents are racist.
>I'll be leaving almost everyone I know including my girlfriend behind in 2 months anyways.
>Sitting here pretending its all okay.

I feel fine at the moment, but I know Im teetering on the edge of falling in to the worst depression I've ever felt. Theres a possibility that my leaving school, leaving the province, and my shakey relationships with my girlfriend/friends/family will throw me under the bus and Im scared.

I feel fine but I know how quickly that can change.