>Be me, 14 years of age, 6ft tall blondehairblueeyes.jpg, be avid guitarist, middle school girls lining up, fall in love, go to different high school than her, freak the fuck out and break it off, everything's okay, mid freshmen full depression and social withdrawal, only play skyrim, become emotionless robot, manage to make one other robot friend, stop playing guitar, fullrecluse.jpg, hair recedes and turns black from condition gain 45lbs, randomly pick robot college to go to, freshmen year is sleeping league of legends and studying, be this year, randomly go to old roommates party, drunk af sum qt3.14 checking me out?, ask her out, she says yes, instantly feel a flood of emotion like I've never felt before, the whole week I'm just reeling on the edge of my seat, go on date momsphegetti.jpg, kiss her and feel nothing, start talking about ex like autist, go home and feel the most intense suicidal urge I've ever felt and for no real reason, start playing guitar again, since I've asked that girl out I'm down 35lbs and have gotten decent at guitar again, I don't know what to do from here guys, I'm still unhapppy.
The trend is in the correct direction.
>>16567494
>I don't know what to do from here guys, I'm still unhapppy.
It sounds like you're trying to find someone to fill that deep void inside of you, but only you can make yourself happy. It's possible that you're clinically depressed and need to medicate. However, if you actually put yourself out there and do something good with your life, you may find fulfillment.
>>16567494
You should be unhappy, that's nature's way of telling you to get laid, find love, etc.
>>16567525
What is that?
>>16567532
A baby aardvark
So is it a good idea for me to seek a relationship or should I just try to work on myself first?
>>16567567
Don't jump into a relationship just for the sake of being in one. Do it for the right person. At the same time, do what you can to better yourself in every way possible. Your confidence will grow, you'll make more friends, and you'll genuinely be a happier person.
It's hard to do it alone.
I feel like I can't do it for myself, it has to be for someone else? Does that make sense?
>>16567591
Yes, it's okay to work through things that way.
>>16567561
Damn, they are cute. The ones on TV are ugly