anyone else, just before they're about to fall asleep, experience

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anyone else, just before they're about to fall asleep, experience an intense surge of what feels like electricity that courses through your entire body and jolts you awake, and your heart is beating so fast and you feel this intense sense of dread like youre going to die- or sometimes while your mid dream see and hear what looks like tv static and you feel awake but and your brain feels like it's numb and raw. like when you feel ants crawling over your skin when your arm falls asleep but in your brain. this happens to me all the time and im not sure what causes it. i was hospitalized once because the static came on and it jolted me awake and i felt like i was getting thrown in a million different directions and my brain felt so numb but i couldnt see anything but i could tell that i was walking and flailing my arms everywhere and when i came to i was in my bathroom- and if i let my mind wander i kept thinking that i was going to disappear and that i did something awful and that id never be the same again and that id be stuck like that. very long numbers scared me for some reason i associated the number one with being pure or correct or something and the numbers in the billions were evil and satanic and theyd cause me to disappear. i thought i had a seizure but the doctors didnt think it was a seizure just exhaustion but it happens so frequently