Are things finally catching up to me?

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I'm a 21 year old going through university who makes their living off of being a medium. Life is pretty okay, flexible hours, good apartment and girlfriend. Roughly 45% of clientele have no supernatural shit going on, so you just make up some mumbo jumbo to satisfy them and put them at ease. The rest, you edge things out to seem peaceful and lay down guide lines for both parties if possible, unless of course there's something particularly violent; in which case I usually recommend to get out of dodge while you can or try to appease the agitated or spoiled spirit. However, something unnatural is starting to happen. I'm starting to experience very vivid interpretations of my own death in different ways every night once I fall asleep. I have an overwhelming since of dread when I'm working, and the spirits all seem a bit more hostile than usual. If I were a client, I'd probably tell myself to see a psychiatrist for anxiety, however, this is not the first time something like this has happened in my family history. Dating back to my great(x3) grandfather's caravan back in Romania, men and women who had disrespected the occult or spiritual realm in my family have either attempted or committed suicide due to visions they've had. Is it really thay wrong for me to lie a little to bring an end to individuals fretting about whether or not their aunt blah blah blah misses them? Or that the dark spirit clinging to them is just slightly temperamental if they don't follow the rules?