Time is running out for everyone I love. I love everyone and time goes by so fast for me. Even when I am distracted from time, I end up looking at the clock and I realize how much has passed.
I am 23 now, fearful of time. I am religious but I have not seen the afterlife, it's not guaranteed. What if I do only have one life?
Even so, I need God. I really need someone who understands me, besides God. I feel lonely, carrying the burdens of other people. I wish someone could understand my feelings, they are not even mine but nobody pays attention to others.
I feel all your pain.. I think about your pain and even that of old people. It is why I am so afraid of time. Sometimes I want to scream and cry, I feel you in my heart. I hope you find peace from your pain. I am happy I don't have to experience everything you do.
i miss my soulmate..
Have you tried smoking more Marijuana?
I am trying to quit marijuana because I want to go back to my original self.
But I will be so bored, nothing to distract me.
I am actually quitting marijuana, but I am looking for some new hobby's.
It all just feels useless, except loving people.