First I'm sorry if my writing is not clear
I need some knowledge here or sources
Back in 2013, I did my first and only summoning after reading many books, it was a good expirence but I didn't get a lot from it. I summoned what we call a sky spirit so I had no worries at all that this could harm me, after cleaning, doing the rituals and prayer I asked for a sign an indeed I got one, then i got all excited and asked for another sign to make sure, and I got the same noise it was similar to coins shaking in in you pockets. I started introducing myself and asking favours but I did not get any answer not at that moment or any day after not even in dreams, so I stopped all of this and never tried again.
Suddenly I have that urge to do it again but not with the same spirit but another one that I always think about. It is a really long story so please pay attention maybe I can finally learn how to contact with it. Or at least learn its name.
>back in my late childhood I was in a really horrible time, all depressed, never leave my room, feel alienated etc..
>I started eating in my room, not showering for days, and even urinating in my room, garbage everywhere etc.. My family left me alone because I was really aggressive with them.
>one day, I think it was the afternoon, I was sleeping on the ground, didn't like sleeping on my bed for some reason, I saw something really strange that I will never forget.
>I was awake after sleep, but extremely lazy and couldn't move a muscle but I have no doubt that I was awake.
>few meters right to me, there was clearly a spirit that could resemble an owl but not exactly an owl, the shape of the head was different and so is the face, and the eyes.
>I looked at its eyes, it was strange shape not horizontal but more like a diamond shape, then I turned away and kept calm for few minutes, then I left my room. And slept for few days in the another room.
>>17207064
>wrong pic
I would appreciate some inputs, if anyone is familiar with this
I can say the it could be a demon but I'm not sure.
>>17207064
Sleep paralysis. It wasn't real.
>>17207076
That sounds like Zimmitridak to me. Be wary around him for he is a trickster.