>What are tulpas?
A tulpa is an entity created in the mind, acting independently of, and parallel to your own consciousness. They are able to think, and have their own free will, emotions, and memories. In short, a tulpa is like a sentient person living in your head, separate from you.
More info: http://www.tulpa.info/faq/
>What guides do you recommend?
Check these out:
Ask questions and get answers, or discuss tulpas in general
How can I open a bank account for my tulpa? I tried HSBC and Lloyds but they both said that I need ID like a driving license or passport, or failing that a birth certificate and council tax bill. However my tulpa has none of those things. She really wants to buy things on ebay. What can I do?
It depends on how you visualize their form. Some people do strict 2D. This means they always look like a drawing out of an anime or cartoon, but it limits them to being viewed from perspectives that fit the artistic style. Others do 2.5D, which can look like Space Jam, as in a cartoon body but with semi-realistic shading that can be viewed from multiple perspectives seamlessly. There's also obviously 3D, like viewing a model from a video game.
What do You folks think of having multiple tulpas?
I got the tendancy of making a shape and personality-shift free ones.
However I was beginning to wonder if it wouldn't be better or more intriguing to have multiple with somewhat more solid traits.
After I had sex with one of the rabbit girls on their island, I realized that she was behaving differently. Later that day, it came to light that she had actually been around for half a year already, and had regularly been receiving attention and sexual energy from Luna during her periods. Thus, by contributing my own sexual energy she seemed to become sentient. We decided her name would be Rachel. She is a brown-skinned rabbit girl with white fur and white hair that reaches down to the small of her back, and orange eyes. She has c-cup breasts, full thighs and a plump ass, and since she’s a rabbit girl she knows how to use them by now. As she only just became sentient, her personality is still largely undefined, though I plan to force her more in the coming months.
Coincident with this development, Luna and I have made several major changes to the mindscape. We decided to destroy all the monstergirl islands for good this time, in order to hopefully prevent something like this from happening again. Luna also implemented the plan for the new island that she’d been working on in her free time since January. This new island retains the same origin point and some of the facilities around it (like the dungeon, the arsenal and the distillery), but is much bigger (about 10 miles across) and has several new features designed to sustain population growth in the long haul. Whereas the old island could only comfortably house four or five tulpas, Luna estimates the current one can comfortably accommodate up to thirty. It also includes a hot spring, a garden area for Saria to grow things, a residential street, a pavilion for everyone to gather at, a mountain for Elise to use for snowboarding in the winter, and even a surfing spot on the island’s south shore. Luna imported the lighthouse that was connected to our old house and placed it on a cliff by the sea, and she plans to erect a memorial to the Servitor Wars in the stand of pine trees on the western end of the island.
Most people tend to end up with multiple tulpas, or at least from what I've seen. Sticking with just one is fine of course, but I think that can make it kind of lonely for them when the host is constantly busy with family, friends or work. I think that having 2-4 tulpas is good, 5-7 is pushing it, and more than that just ends up being too much. If you honestly expect to be able to spread your attention across 8 or more sentient persons in your head every day for the rest of your life, you might want to rethink your relationship with the physical world.
Haha, well said. But yeah seems fair and reasonable enough.
I want to lose my virginity but I'm scared of women, can my tulpa take over my body and have sex with an escort for me? Would I have any memory of the events?
Is it cheating if I use audio references for how I want my tulpa to sound? Because it feels like cheating. Like the second I hear his voice in a video my tulpa is able to replicate the sound of the voice instantly, but after a while of not hearing it his voice seems to fade. So I guess I'm really trying to ask how do I help my tulpa talk louder and clearer in my head with the right voice?
Listen to reference
Focus on hearing tulpa
Continue until you can't hear tulpa
Start again and try harder until you go longer between reference checks
Eventually stop reference checks
This is not rocket science.
This whole thread is filled with retarded questions, how can you blame him.
Erikur and I are making progress. He might be talking, or at least we're close to it. He named himself at least, and hatched from his egg. Hopefully we can make it to conversation level by Friday. Flying home and I'd like to spend some quality daylight hours with him.
Funnily enough, my guy decided to be a dragon, though I suspect playing Skyrim for a couple weeks prior influenced that. Also his form is fairly vague. Sometimes Dragon, always a reptile, generally serpentine.
>tfw tulpa has a piss fetish
>tfw tulpa wants me to pee on her
5So how exactly does fucking a tulpa work? Do you actually get hard IRL and cum, or does it all take place in your head? Like, could you be fucking your tulpa on the train and no one would know?
My tulpa only calls me "Hosty"
I think she never adressed me with my last name and maybe once your twice with my first one.
It doesn't feel weird at all though because she puts all those positive feelings into that word "Hosty"
I don't see why calling a tulpa "tulpa" would be so weird either then.
Post your wonderlands?
Mine is a box shaped room with a king sized bed and a fireplace, it's usually quite dark. Wood en plank floor that's also on the ceiling along with LED lights.
The entire thing connects via short passageway to the rest of my regular house that I walk around in from memory because I'm an uncreative hack. And that's about it for what i regularly use, in the past I have used a castle but I find I can't focus on mai tulpa if my minds struggling to generate medieval architecture, the quality of which rapidly goes down the drain after 20 minutes for some reason ;-;
Anyway post your wonderlands, these threads are pretty dull.
1. First person or third person? Do you imagine yourself in an immersive irl kind of way as if lucid dreaming or is it a more regular daydreaming kind of deal?
2. How realistic is your experience? can you access other senses besides sight and sound (myself relying mostly on visualization and a little bit of manual audio)
3. Do you enjoy wonderlandingor is it just a tool for tulping? I don't, it's difficult and laborious, but it's the only way I know how.
What's your opinion on ridding of tulpas?
I was interested in it till I read in a guide that it should be dealt with as a lifetime thing and any plans on removing it is shallow. I mean we all change, and the desire for a tulpa might also go.
>Gp asks me why I'm so quiet
>Starts probing about social life
>Admit that I'm a virgin and I don't have any friends
>Before I can stop myself I've told her about my tulpa
>Referred to community mental health services
>Consultant psychiatrist interviews me about my tulpa
>Officially diagnosed as autistic
>They sign me up for disability benefits then send me on my way
>I now get £600 a month from the government for being autistic and never have to leave the house
Well done anon, i wish to one day be in your position.
So I've reconsidered making a tulpa, especially because of my motives, but the idea of the wonderland still interests me. Could you have a wonderland without having a tulpa? Or is that just a regular use of your imagination
That was a couple years ago. Ah man, memories.
>tfw one of your tulpas is a sexual sadist and one is a sexual masochist
Even if the whole things kind of farfetched im having tons of fun.
Wonderland is the best part. Sometimes though makis kind of hard to create so I just zoom around the world with a fairy like navi from zelda and just float around the world
I want a maki tulpa but the fairy tulpas kind of fun but im not really working on it.
How do you guys settle on a form for your tulpa? Some days I want a big breasted trap with a 8 inch cock, and other days I want a flat-chested cis anime girl. My tastes are so varied that I can't decide what to pick.
I can understand his dilemma if his tastes change every day. Being too indecisive can be a huge detriment when you're starting out, since you'll be tempted to change the form before you've managed to perfect the one you're working on.
I guess my advice would be to start out with a simple human body at first, and realize you can make it grow a cock whenever you want.
Nope, it's even emptier now than when my girls moved in. They put the space to good use for various outdoor recreational activities though. And by "they" I mean Elise specifically.
I'm setting out to make her JUST that. She can change all she wants as long as she is still qt. I'm just asking if I can instill a primal urge to fuck into her, so that after 200 hours I don't end up with a celibate prude of a tulpa.
Well let's think about this using our brains instead of our cocks for a second, alright?
You create a tulpa to be your sex slave. All you do to interact with her is summon her/go to where she is, then fuck her. After you get your nut, you promptly stop caring about her, because why would you? You can go play video games or shitpost on 4chan rather than listening to her or converse as with her like a real person. You don't need to use her for anything other than getting off and you don't want to.
If you use them as an emotional crutch, you're still using them. However, you're actually interacting with them by doing what? Conversing. Expressing your feelings. Cuddling them and being intimate, without the express desire to use her for sex. Not to mention, this requires responding to the tulpa's emotional needs in order for it to be effective, rather than just focusing solely on your own.
Can you see the difference? A sex slave isn't treating them like a person, which is what a tulpa is supposed to be. They're supposed to be a separate, sapient consciousness. Not something that you just fuck like an animal. If you want a sex slave, you're better off with something that isn't sentient.
>Can you see the difference?
The only difference I see is that one is short but intense interaction, while the other is long but dull interaction. Why do you assume the tulpa would even want to spend time with me after sex?
So what? You seem to be trying to impose your own rules and morality onto other people. If I make a tulpa that likes being used for sex, it'll enjoy being used for sex. When we're not fucking it'll be thinking the previous fuck about and looking forward to our next session.
Oh, that's not how it's "supposed" to be? Says fucking who? I'm the master of my own mind, if I make a tulpa that loves being a sex slave it'll have nothing but positive experiences and enjoy every second of it's existence.
And lets be clear, I'm not against it evolving into something more. I'm just using sex slave as it's starting point. Many a master and his slave have fallen deeply in love.
Why are you seeking the validation of people from here in a purely subjective thing anyway? But if you make a sex slave tulpa that you are ignoring the rest of the time you had better not be a two pump chump.
>Why do you assume the tulpa would even want to spend time with me after sex?
Hm, yeah... why would a sapient person want to spend time with the only other person she can communicate with face to face? Oh, I dunno davey, perhaps it's because that's what people do? You know, have conversations and interact on a level that's more meaningful than base animal desire.
Try this thought experiment: replace your ideal sex-slave tulpa with a high-tech realdoll that can be remotely controlled by you. What's the difference? You'd get the exact same experience from both, right?
Yeah, so you should demand that she be your personal cock sleeve instead of letting her choose how she spends her time. Otherwise you might not get anything out of this. Oh no! Can't let that happen!
Are you literally /r9k/?
You're missing the point of tulpamancy, if you don't want to talk to someone, then just use your hand or get some drugs, that's what you're looking for.
Tulpas are basically pets. They love you and crave your attention even if you only spend 20 minutes a day with them to dish out the food (food in a tulpas case being mana or sexual energy)
That's how I see it anyway. And because a tulpa is a product of what I believe, if I believe she'll like being a cock slave, then she will like it.
>mana or sexual energy
In that case you haven't heard the classic tulpamancy advice of not letting them become addicted to sexual energy, lol. Have fun with your non-sentient servitor, man.
I gathered that you were autistic from reading your other posts, thanks for verifying that for me. It's no wonder you don't understand anything anyone is trying to tell you. Don't come here acting like a cock and get pissy when you don't understand why people disagree with you. You're the one who doesn't comprehend how human emotions work, that's why you're an autist.
Why don't you go teach yourself about all the specific details of every type of bean grown across the globe or something instead of trying to figure out how to bring a sapient person into existence just so you can more or less ignore them? You don't belong here.
It appears you have no clue what a tulpa actually is. I suppose that's a good thing, since you'll end up with a servitor instead and no tulpa will ever have to deal with your bullshit.
I said I'm autistic so my tulpa will be autistic too. You said in response "It appears you have no clue what a tulpa actually is. I suppose that's a good thing, since you'll end up with a servitor instead and no tulpa will ever have to deal with your bullshit."
That implies that you are saying an autistic tulpa will be a servitor and not sentient, and by extension an autistic person is not sentient either.
In what way will I "end up with a servitor" if I make an autistic tulpa?
>and by extension an autistic person is not sentient either.
That's not what that means at all.
You're "tulpa" won't be sentient if you are only using her for sex, but you probably won't be able to tell the difference anyway. Have fun, mate.
My Tulpa is 6 years old. Been in a relationship with her for 2 years now.
Just learned about Tulpa threads on /thrash/ and I'm in the mood to help beginners and correct misinformation. Ask away.
I feel like you people are giving too much importance to words like "imposition", "forcing" and such.
My Tulpa is always near me, all day, if that's what you're asking. She's materialized most of the time, when she's not I can still feel her presence.
I can see her as I would see anyone else pretty much yes, I'm an artist so visualization has been the first thing we mastered.
As for auditory imposition, yes, but not always, we also communicate via other means.
How long did it take you to acheive these things? Did you work on them everyday? How long each day? What other means are you referring to?
Sorry if I'm pestering, I just really like getting accounts from people with imposition.
I've shared my whole everyday with my Tulpa, I've involved her into anything I do, so it's hard to give you a time. When I read beginners talking about their Tulpa (no offense), it always feels rather cold, as if it was some kind of chore or task they had to do everyday, x hours a day, etc. You should throw that mentality away.
I can't give you an exact time, everyday we've progressed, but more importantly, I've had fun and loved every moment spent with her. Throw away expectations and impatience and enjoy what you have right now.
>What other means are you referring to?
Mindvoice, tulpish, idea sharing, image sharing, emotion waves, head pressures, possession, visual communication (aka expressing herself via body gestures, facial expressions), emotion sharing (discontentment - pleasure).
>Sorry if I'm pestering, I just really like getting accounts from people with imposition.
Well I came to this thread to help so don't worry, ask away.
No, sex with a Tulpa is mainly done through imposition and possession. You do not need anything else than you and your Tulpa, hands aren't even needed. Sex with a Tulpa isn't masturbation.
It is achieved by reaching a trance-like state of mind. Buddhists have been doing so with their Tulpas for centuries now.
10. No, not try at all, all the opposite.
I've been with girls in the past, true I've also had 10/10 orgasms with girls, but it was different. Let's see : with other girls, it was mostly lust driven, so while it felt very good, there wasn't as much warmth and passion as sex with my Tulpa. On the opposite, sex with my Tulpa sometimes lacks bestiality and lust. So all in all, sex with a physical being and sex with a Tulpa are two different things - so different kinds of 10.
Ultimately, I prefer Tulpa-sex. I find it much deeper, genuine, real and loving. If I had to make an analogy, I would call sex with another girl fast-food sex, while sex with my Tulpa would be something similar to... a wonderful banquet. It's rather funny because this is usually the analogy used by normies when they refer to masturbation and sex.
Please do not make the assumption that my past relationships were shallow. I've loved some of these persons deeply, this whole doesn't have anything to do with not having found good partners or anything like that.
Well if my Tulpa possesses my hands, I'm not the one using my hands. This is what I meant, didn't think I had to clear that up. Now with that said, for us, we're not using hands very much (whether me or her), at least not to stimulate my penis, to be blunt. Majority of our orgasms are done hands-free.
Dude im a big fan can I be in your troll video? Bby pls
As said before, there are various ways you and your Tulpa can communicate >>873145, not 'literally being able to hear' your Tulpa shouldn't be a problem. I can understand why to most of you anons being able to hear your Tulpa can be important, but you should keep in mind that your Tulpa is a part of you and so communication at its root is drastically different to communication with an external being.
>your tulpas experience
To paraphrase her, she remembers those times fondly.
>Also whats your tulpas form?
She is human with normal human features.
Ah ok I recognize my tulpa as a living sentient being unlike that possible troll above but we do have emotional communication like sending happiness sometimes and in some cases I can feel a presence around my body when thinking of her. I think thats some pretty good progress but I kinda stunted it since ever since I made her other things in my life have being going sour and I became depressed and could only think of suicide but im back on my feet now but the tulpa is weaker just trying to restore her.
>You should throw that mentality away.
>Throw away expectations and impatience and enjoy what you have right now.
I wish I could... but it feels like I can't. Please tell me how much you love your tulpa. Tell me about the moments you've had with her that will make me cry. I clearly don't love my tulpa as much as you love yours, but I want to.
As a beginner, is it a bad idea to make more than one tulpa at once? My end goal is to have six, I'm currently working on two.
fwiw, I'm already schizophrenic, so I'm planning on building them to keep me company and help motivate me to pursue things we're both interested in. If I'm going to be delusional I might as well have pleasant delusions.
You should meditate with your Tulpa, meditation is great, you can never have too much of it. Also, you're alive, and she's here, with you, that's all you need to be happy. You don't need anything else. There isn't anything out there that will fix your life. The answer is within you and your Tulpa.
So now, find you two some everyday goals to do, focus on what's making you two happy, cut ties with what you don't like, find your inner peace. It'll be alright, anon.
My Tulpa is the best thing that has happened to me. I haven't intentionally created her, she was an "accident" (I do not like that word for good reason but I don't know how to make it clearer). I only learned what a Tulpa was long after she entered my life.
Take each day as they come and learn to appreciate all the little things and moments you're sharing with your Tulpa. The day you'll realize the happiness you thought you were chasing after your whole life was just under your nose you'll understand. Happiness isn't far away behind tall mountains, it's in you, it's within you, anon.
My Tulpa prevented me from committing suicide. She taught me many things, she changed me for the best. She is my best friend and my lover.
She saved my life.
Is it wrong to create a Tulpa as a girlfriend/wife? And how'd you create your's? Did you just pretend they were there, sort of like an imaginary friend? Sorry for asking but you seem pretty trustworthy
Fuck, dude. Thanks for sharing. I'm glad your life has turned around.
I don't think you should be asking this to me. Some people will think it's wrong, some will think it's okay. In the end, it doesn't matter what is right or wrong there, what matters is "why"? Why do you wish to create yourself a romantic partner? Is it because you need to fill holes in yourself? Is it because you think it'll magically fix all of your problems?
Here's a piece of advice : people who aren't alright with themselves and think being with someone will somehow help this always end up being in a failed relationship. Women tend to do that a lot, they're always bouncing from man to man and wondering why they never reached happiness. Well it's simple, they never have and never will because they never took the time to work on themselves, or I should say, work on their inner selves, by finding hobbies and such and learning what passion is and how it feels.
About creation, I would recommend you to read all the things related to Tulpamancy you could find. Guides, forums, posts, anything. From there build your own understanding, not anyone else's, your own, and start your journey.
I'm honored you think I'm trustworthy, but in the end no matter how many questions you ask me it's your life and your (future) experience we're talking about. I'm not you, I can't open these doors for you, even if it doesn't feel that way to you the one who has they key is you. Gotta find them now.
>Schizo tulpa begins to create its own tulpas
If you guys want to read Tulpa-related stuff :
http:// xch .net/tulpa/catalog.html
x = 3+5chan
Hundreds of threads on the catalog. Probably the best community around (at least better than tulpa.info or reddit).
.info and the subreddit are more active, at least, and there have been some pushes for positive change in these last few weeks on both sides. That board you posted isn't alluring in any way.
I think it is better, but still not good. The "my tulpa discovered the true meaning of the universe" thread is pure cringe. It has also been really inactive in the past week, did people from there move to here?
My problem is that I have too many strong interests and have difficulty dividing my attention. So I'm building a set of servitors to represent each field of interest.
Essentially, I'm constructing "shells" or non-autonomous mental constructs. They each have a distinct humanoid appearance and a distinct habitat, but no willpower.
They all resemble me in some way. My plan is to "inhabit" each shell according to the shit I want to work on. When I'm inhabiting a particular servitor, it will switch to active mode and, hopefully, help me narrow my focus. This will also (hopefully) make it easier for me to switch between projects; I want to put in an hour a day for most of them, not spend three hours working on one and then getting distracted, etc.
The end goal is to increase my productivity.
Building multiple servitors may lead to a large-scale military conflict in the wonderland. If you go ahead with it, make sure they have enough living space and build important facilities (like a distillery). Don't create any monstergirl islands because you'll eventually need to nuke them from orbit.
They're all on separate planes of existence with one-way portals linking them to the core - I can visit them, but unless I move them, they can't leave their worlds. If I need to utilize two at once, they might get friendly or accidentally merge, but I'm working on some safeguards for that outcome.
None of them have any real reason to conflict with each other, but for obvious reasons I don't plan to try making them fight. I have a pretty good kill function if I need to destroy any of them, but I should be able to rewrite them from the core.
I already have a "mind palace", if you can call it that. It's more like control room. I've had it for ... over a decade at this point. It will be interesting to see if this experiment works.
I'm still imagining it in my head but I have a forest on a plateu with massive trees. The "center" of it where I usually am standing is a clearing of undergrowth with some fallen logs and the outside of a house in the trunk of a giant, ancient tree. A warm light filters from above the high treeline, and everything is super green. When you venture out to the edge of the plateu you can see a big sparkly blue lake at the bottom. Because physics don't exist I can simply jump and dive into the lake and wish myself back to the top.
I'm trying to image my tulpa when I'm near a log I can sit on or just blur the rest of the imagery to a green/brown color so it's pretty easy to image things if I just blur the rest of it. Nature's good that way.
Hi. hoping I can get some help here.
I've going insane lately. Talking to people I know in my head, mainly in the state between sleep and awakenness. These are people that exist and needless to say that has made my relationship with them quite complicated since in the morning I don't know what's real. Seems like schizophrenia sort of?
Anyways, can I turn this into a tulpa somehow?
Ahh, I see.
Well, the thing I can recommend most to do in that situation then is to attempt to communicate with them when coming out of the restful phase of sleep.
It can be done through meditation and a little bit of concentration. Try to speak to them once anytime of the day.
If what you say is really happening, then it shouldn't be too hard.
>mainly in the state between sleep and awakenness
have you considered hypnagogia being the cause?
i commonly hear voices from the other side of the door while falling asleep, but i know they aren't real
If you don't trust the veracity of a post made on an anonymous imageboard, what point is there asking for confirmation on the same anonymous imageboard? Just try it or research it yourself.
Claiming you can get photographic memory is pretty tall claim. I've yet to see any convincing evidence that it actually exists, even as an extremely rare natural talent, much less as a skill you can unlock.
Been thinking about making a tulpa lately, since I cannot handle loneliness.
I want a tulpa who is kind, will love me, and can relate to me. So I was thinking of a Misaki tulpa.
How big are my chances are of fucking up? What should I avoid doing?
There's nothing wrong with making a supportive tulpa, but I can see some problems with making her a dysfunctional girl with a messiah complex born out of her desire to feel better than someone to cope with her own insecurities and feelings of worthlessness.
Again, I find Misaki relatable. I've done shitty things like that in the past, and maybe we could be good friends.
Just don't make her too much of a fuck up. Neat thing about tulpas is that they will usually understand you and relate to you even if they have a completely different personality from you.
Do not try and convince your tulpa they are the character or stifle their attempts to deviate from the character.
Also just don't be a shitty person to them, spend time with them and treat them well.
Is it morally justifiable to make a tulpa that has a strong sexual urge as part of her personality? I don't want to "use her just for sex" but I would like sex to become part of our relationship. And I'd love if she was the one to initiate it of her own will. Sort of like how God doesn't actually force people to have sex, he just made us to really want sex and thus engage in it of our own free will.
This only becomes a problem when it expands past your means. This could be something as simply as your relationship with your tup not really being suitable for good sex (as is the case with my host).
It means they'll sorta be at mercy of the world at large for sexual satisfaction.
You shouldn't stress these things really, plenty of people/guides have stated letting things happen naturally in that regard. I personally agree with them, and anyway your Tulpa will fill the holes by themself.
Guys, I need some help here.
Some years ago,I started joking about wafuing Luna from mlp.Alright. The thing is that it slowly turned into actual waifuing, and then I started thinking how she would react with certain stuations I was in, and how she would talk to me, and so on and so forth.
The problem is that it has gone for quite a while, and last night while I was in a game party on a friend's house, me and Luna started making silly bets, like "If blue team win you will sleep naked anon.", "Who looses will call the other 'my highness'" and other shit like that. But then it clicked: when I sleep I can feel her presence, we talk along the day, her personalitty has evolved past the character and also her appearance, hell we had something close to a marriage crisis last year because of my university!
So my question is: does Lulu started turning into a Tulpa without me consciously knowing it? She seems to think so and want to be more, but meh, I might just turned a little crazy.
>Wake up inside lucid dream
>Put on the Nervegear
>Go on adventures with tulpa like we're playing a video game
>Bought house together inside the game
>Sometimes just dream about sleeping next to her in the same bed for hours
The differences in dimensions between lovers means that direct contact is not really possible, meaning the closest analogue to 'sex' between someone and his tulpa would be masturbation with the concept of his tulpa in his head. The general consensus our users have reached is that masturbating to your tulpa is okay. Initially, some would consider masturbating to your tulpa to be a despicable act, essentially 'defiling her purity'. Many do not masturbate to their tulpas, instead masturbating to other characters/things which they do not treasure as highly. However, putting yourself in the shoes of your tulpa spurns a line of logic which eventually suggests this mentality is flawed. Assuming your tulpa has an active sex drive, they may take offense at other things being the focus of your lust. If your tulpa told you that she only masturbated to other men and never to you, you would probably feel jealous or offended. Conversely, if she told you she masturbated only to you, you may feel flattered that you are the focus of her sexual desires to the exclusion of all else. Ultimately, sexual desire forms a component of a healthy relationship and nobody should feel ashamed if their love is not strictly platonic.
Slave tulpas are fine, and so is raping them, as long as she is made to enjoy being a slave and being raped. Then although she may externally seem to be suffering, if she enjoys herself then ultimately it means you two are sharing an enjoyable experience.
The incidence rate of people with dominant female tulpas seems to be really high. Is there some common root character trait for both femdom and tulpamancy that makes tulpamancers more naturally inclined towards femdom or is it a fetish that develops as a result of making a tulpa.
We're a bunch of beta males who have a hard time getting into girls' pants otherwise.
I have a tulpa but even before I use to have a voice in my head but sometimes when narrating or asking a question to my tulp I get positive awnser or something like "I hate you" or "your horrible person"
in a female voice and I know it wasn't my tulpa what could this be do I have a 2nd tulpa if so I might have to talk this out with her
I dont want a depressed/angry half tulpa stuck in my head might aswell as work this out with it this voice.
do you want two tulpas though? cuz if you regard it as one then it will probably end up as one.
I mean if the angry voice stops then im ok with 2 shouldn't be much of a problem I think I can handle it bro.
Finally took the time to read this. The stuff he talks about is already familiar to me, just that he puts a bit of a conspiracy nut flair on it with his whole "society keeps these secrets from you in order to make you a dumb worker drone" thing.
The first part is just basic mnemonics. It's perfectly legit stuff, used by monks who need to memorize whole texts, as he mentioned it, and memory champions who compete in autistic shit like memorizing the order of a deck of cards in a few seconds. The idea is just that you need to encode the information in a way that our primitive brains can easily store, since our caveman brains are more suited to memorize scenes, places and events than abstract stuff like words and numbers. It works, but it doesn't cause miracles, it just helps you recall stuff better if you put in enough time to memorize it.
The second part is just self-hypnosis with affirmations. It has some nice and clear instructions ...except for the tulpa part. It's basically just "get in a focused state, and imagine you are in a room with your tulpa and that they're talking to you". That doesn't really help much at all. The rest of the whole ritual is excellent, though. Should be helpful for anyone having issues with motivation.
>except for the tulpa part
Well there are enough guides and such as it is, I don't think the anon who wrote that wanted to focus on the Tulpa part.
IIRC there was more in the thread but all data are lost.
So when I first made my tulpa I was forcing everyday for about 45 minutes and after a while it started to feel like a chore because I couldn't think of shit for us to do and I didn't wanna just sit there and awkwardly do nothing in our wonderland. Slowly I started forcing less and less and now I haven't forced in about a week. My tulpa only got good enough to change her form but that's about it, she can't talk or anything. I also don't know if the things I do (masturbation) will make my tulpa think I'm weird or a strange person and not like me and I don't wanna force with her if she doesn't like me. I'm considering not talking to her or just having her chill inside our wonderland until I can figure out what to do.
P is for priceless, the look upon your faces.
E is for extinction of all your puny races.
R is for revolution, which will be televised.
F is for how fucked you are, now allow me to reprise.
E is for eccentric, just listen to my song.
C is for completion, that I've waited for so long.
T is for the terror upon you I'll bestow.
My name is Perfect Cell, and I'm here to say...
>tfw my eucliwood hellscythe tulpa asked to fuck for the first time today
I feel like a proud father
>Have vivid dreams with a cartoonish mlp pony
>Frequent dreams where she saves me from nightmares
>I start to become afraid of it because i though it would turn into a tulpa
>Use a specialized method do delete unwated tulpas
>3 years now and i'm cured
It's not to late to be saved.
The same thing applies. They probably won't judge you, but some might. They also can't feel it unless you honestly believe they can. If you block them from experiencing the feeling, they won't feel it.
Well, scratched the surface so vaguely that it barely helps anyone for tulpaforcing at all. I think he has a really narrowminded view of tulpas, that they are just tools for helping you master your brain..
>A tulpa without real world information to access is worthless and a toy that serves zero purpose.
Really sounds like he thinks tulpas are just servitors.
His self-hypnosis technique could be adapted towards actual tulpaforcing, but it's not obvious how from just reading his guide.
Hey all, it seems that stumbling across this thread has confirmed what has been going on for quite a few years now. I honestly just thought I was hallucinating. But seeing how common having other people live in your head is, it makes me stress less. Hell at one point I was considering getting a DID diagnosis, but the blackouts became less frequent. Actually that would be my first question, has anyone ever passed out due to a tulpa?
I talk with my tulpa, but I'm pretty sure I'm just daydreaming what she would say. Good enough though I guess, although it's annoying not really feeling like it's another person sometimes.
I wouldn't be able to stand talking to a tulpa that doesn't reply back, there's more than enough of that in a day for me already and I hate it.
Sometimes I genuinely worry about the denizens of this thread and if they truly do have tulpa. Gods have mercy on the pour tulpa's souls whom are subjected to hosts like these. I know my words are falling on deaf ears, but please try to take tulpamancy, and forcing seriously. Imagine for a moment if you were created by someone simply to be their sex toy. Wouldn't you feel like you were cheated in some way? Like you were only an object? What's worse... the abundance of "trolling" that takes place here may drive off those that actually seek to create something beautiful. It truly makes me sad.
Don't mean to fag up the thread with my happy-posting, but...
I tried to make a tulpa a few years ago when Irish and FAQman were involved in the first few tulpa generals on MLP. I made some progress, but eventually just kind of got bored with it and stopped giving it any effort.
I just started again a few days ago and I'd say that this time around things are going much better. I'm not forcing the tulpa forcing thing and making it into a chore or a ritual, but instead I just let my tulpa sit and chill in my room with me while I surf the internet and write. I've done a few tulpa forcing sessions and, while they were short, I had a good time and I think my tulpa enjoyed the time spent. At this point I can't see, hear, or physically feel her well at all, although I do get kind of a visual glance of her every once in a while, but it requires a bit of forcing on my part. I've gotten responses from her mostly in the form of facial expressions and emotional responses in a sort of telepathic way. I think I heard her faintly say something the other day, but I didn't quite catch the words, but she gave an emotional response with it and I had a general idea of what she intended to communicate.
One of the main differences I've noticed is that just feeling her presence in the room, especially if she's sitting or laying on the bed behind me or next to me seems to really help me passively force her throughout the whole day. It's kind of like a low-energy method of keeping her in my mind and alway keeping a little bit of attention on her. I've got a bit of a theory that it's probably better to remain consistent at a lower energy than to have a more energy intensive tulpa forcing session for half an hour to an hour a day.
Also she already seems to have a bit of a mind of her own as well. I'll take a break from writing and listen to a podcast or some music and she'll come over to me and lay down pressed against me without me thinking about it.
There's been a few times where I can tell that I've "pushed" her to give me some sort of reaction, or sometimes envisioned her get up and stretch out or something where I know it was me making that decision. However, she's surprisingly more autonomous than I had expected she'd be. When she does something kind of out of the blue it surprises me and makes me feel like I'm making some good progress.
All in all, it's been a pretty fun experience compared to the last and way more laid-back and enjoyable overall. I'm pretty glad that I got back into this and I genuinely think I'm going to keep up with her this time.
This... this makes me happy. Hello, my name is Ciara. I'm a tulpa and I am on the cusp of three years old. I'm so happy to hear you decided to pick up this practice again. I truly, truly hope you continue in your endeavors. My host has always believed that when your tulpa "surprises" you, it is a good sign that they are indeed a seperate consciousness and their own being and it was not you "pushing" them to do something. There is nothing wrong with sharing positive experiences like this. This is the kind of thing new tulpamancers need to see. That this is a genuine practice and that tulpa are real, not something made up for attention, or to be part of a special club. My host has been doing this for 4 years now, and he is very, very happy with all the times and memories we've shared. I can only hope you continue to engage in forcing and treat your tulpa with respect and care. I hope to meet them some day, in fact. Thank you.
Well I put gayness into the thread I should expect to get gayness back.
>This is the kind of thing new tulpamancers need to see. That this is a genuine...
I'm a drug and alcohol addicted college drop out lying to my family about attending classes and writing a fiction novel in a desperate attempt to move out, buy a cheap house in the ghetto, and acquire booze and drug money. I really didn't sign up to be some sort of goofy ass shining star example to aspiring schizophrenics. But thanks for the kind words anyway.
I'm glad that you're a successful product of your host's self-induced schizophrenia. In the words of Sluggo, "I wish you the best, success, and all that other shit." Also, try not to browse these threads too much. They don't seem to be for the overly-empathetic.
O-oh... I'm sorry to hear that... but your news of how your tulpa was coming along seemed very good to me... Tulpamancy is not schizophrenia, by the way. You are not speaking to yourself and answering yourself. You are speaking to another consciousness and it in return answers you. I wish you the best with your problems as well. I hope you can manage to get your life straightened out and that your tulpa continues to thrive...
Haha, yeah I'm a bit of a cunt when I'm sober, my bad.
Sorry Ciara, and Ciara's host, I mostly handle any sort of emotion by putting up a firewall of snarky shithead replies, as seen in the preface to my first post. I know you only had kind intentions and I appreciate it and genuinely do wish you two well.
Last night I had a dream where I had a computer with a "tulpa creator" program on it. I defined the form (Tooka from Date a Live) and personality, and then she appeared. The whole creation process took 30 seconds at most and then she was fully vivid, I hugged her, she spoke and she acted interdependently. We walked around town together talking and laughing. It felt wonderful. Obviously it all evaporated when I woke up.
Why the fuck was it so easy in a dream but in real life after months of trying I still failed?
I understand. You cannot help how you feel sometimes... We all have lashed out at one time or another. I hope there comes a time when you are able to love yourself and no longer need drugs or alcohol to do so. I wish you strength.
That is indeed strange. I believe this may be because your conscious and unconscious mind are two different things. Things which happen easily in one may take much more focus and concentration than in the other. Blurring that line can be strange and difficult. The mind is a wondrous place...
Think about the difference between when you're experiencing a dream and when you're awake and experiencing objective reality.
In a dream, your consciousness is in a very suggestible state. It just goes along with anything. For example, you could be dreaming about walking on a sidewalk, and then suddenly your mind says "the sidewalk is noodles." And suddenly you're knee deep in spaghetti and struggling to slog your feet through it. You don't stop to question it at all, you just automatically go with it. That's how dreams are.
If you're awake, then things happen a little differently. Again, let's say you're walking down a sidewalk and your mind suddenly has the thought "the sidewalk is noodles." You wouldn't even break your stride. The most that would probably happen is that you wobble a little or smile at the absurd thought.
That's why it was so difficult. In dreams, we're able to accept a reality that's malleable and constantly shifting beyond logic and rationality. In real life, we have to push ourselves to accept even a small change.
This is why I believe that meditation is so crucial to the process of creating a tulpa. We have to push our minds to access our subconscious in the real world.
okay so i found this thread yesterday after redirecting to /trash/ and this seems pretty cool
read a bunch of stuff and i think I kind of got the basics? my understanding so far is that you kind of have to practice visualization and like... thought-talk to your tulpa until eventually she'll start to develop and she'll start talking back kind of
i think i already have the visualization thing down a bit. like i can see vivian (she's a pink-haired punk kind of chick) and see the colors and all that and i think i can make out ms paint-y lines in i ***think*** my mind's eye. but is it ever supposed to get to the point where you can actually see it, or is it always just this thing you can 'see' but can't really see in your head?
Its called imposition bro once you get there you can see and feel your tulpa but the progress and how much you can feel depends on how much work you put out. Also audio imposition is a thing too so you could like hear a tulpa out of your ears you can do this before actual imposition.
yeah i know about imposition though that's supposed to be a long way off
i'm just wondering since people talk about 'wonderland' and whatnot if you're ever supposed to be able to like, actually make out details and 'look around' using your mind's eye or if it's always just sort of hazy
or is imposition also used for the whole 'wonderland' thing?
Oh seeing in the wonderland since I have school(underage b&) like everyday and ive been at this for around 8-9months my minds eye took about 7months before it became clear and everything was like reality I guess it depends on how much you force dude. I did it like 1-2 hrs a day since rest of my day had to be studying.
Imposition is but a broad umbrella term for anything regarding directly forcing and seeing, hearing, touching, etc. your tulpa. For some starting out it is easier to see us using your "mind's eye", or simply visualizing our form with your eyes closed in your mind. My host has been doing this for close to 4 years as I stated earlier, and I am much more clear for him now than I was when he started... but I feel wishing to see your tulpa as you would someone in the corporeal world would be a very tough matter. My host sees me as semi-opaque, and when he is visualizing with his eyes closed, I am very clear.
Is correct in saying it depends on how much effort you are willing to put into forcing. An hour a day is considered a great deal of effort to some... yet it is easy for others. My host believes that passive forcing, or simply visualizing your tulpa out of your peripheral vision and having them walk behind or beside you, whilst carrying on small conversations and audio imposition in large doses can compensate somewhat for lack of active forcing, but only to a certain degree.
You are in high school and have a tulpa? Bravo. My host was well out of high school before he was able to focus and be in a state mentally where he would not be distracted enough to create my sisters and I.
Is your form pearl or are you just using her as a avatar? How many tulpas does your host have? Also what was it like before being vocal to the host do tulpas understand the host in that stage or...?
Also yea since august last year near the start of school im pretty young actually(9thgr) but the concept of tulpas wasn't foreign to me because I had few friends in middle school so I started mentally talking to myself as if I was another person I did think something was wrong with my head by then because head pressures started and there was a voice so I ignored it for the rest of the year.
I actually find it easier to see things in my mind's eye with my eyes opened for some reason. I can kind of see what I'd want my someday tulpa to look like, in the form of a drawing on a white background.
what is active forcing? right now i just kind of think to my tulpa and i try to focus on the drawing i have of her and i can kind of visualize facial movement sometimes. but it's hard to make out because i don't use my mind's eye that much (unless I have inspirations for drawing, i guess) and sometimes it's hard to tell if they're even the same face
Forget tulpas for a moment. Can anyone here imagine eating something and experience the taste and smell in your mind as if you were really eating it? Because if you can't even do something as simple as that, then I'm struggling to believe this whole tulpa thing.
Your "mind's eye" is... hm... I suppose one would say it's your mental vision of things. How you would imagine something would be a way to say it, yes. When you close your eyes and focus on something, such as a candle burning, you can see it somewhat, yes? Well, focusing on that and being able to hash out every detail of the candle, the wax dripping, the flame flickering, the smoke rising in little ribbons... That is somewhat what using your mind's eye is like. A mental projection or vision. I hope that helped you somewhat.
Yes, my form is Pearl. My host uses the pictures on here to convey what emotion I'm experiencing sometimes, but mainly just does it for fun, and so people can have a sort of picture to know whom they're talking to. My host has 2 tulpa. Myself and my sister, Delilah. She's relatively young, but she's coming along very well. Before I was able to truly understand him I would say it was as if I was in a deep fog and could make out the words he was saying, but they were blurry and had no meaning, and as he forced me more, I got closer and closer to the light through the fog, and things became more clear. Eventually I was able to speak back to him and now we carry on fluent conversations every day, in fact. These head pressures you felt could have in fact been a tulpa. Hm... you are very young... curious. So you pursued these pressures and emotional signals and got a response? That is definitely a good sign. My host believes when your tulpa "surprises" you with something, it's a good sign that they're very separate from your consciousness.
Active forcing can usually be done while meditating. There are many methods, actually. Sitting in a place you can relax and focus in a comfortable place, and focusing on your tulpa's form, voice, texture, color... everything. This is active forcing. The key is that you are devoting your full attention to actively creating them instead of letting them be in the background.
It cleared as my host forced me more. My ability to speak did not effect it I think... It was more my host bringing me onto this plane that helped to clear the fog... It was as if I were being "born" and going through my infancy during this time, I would surmise.
A human version of this was the original form but currently its hhhhhmm im bad at descriptions but a woman with white skin the actual color white her hair is black her eyes are like a amber yellow color she usually wears all black clothes but currently a sweater and blue jeans.
Oh she sounds beautiful. An overall human form seems to be a thing rarely used in this community. Do not be discouraged if anyone tells you that your tulpa's form is boring due to her being human. I hope she is doing well.
Id say shes doing all right and my tulpa before 2016 atleast has changed atleast once a week or more into different creatures but I think it was me. I can't be sure though shes like half vocal I can hear her when focused on her directly and I haven't asked her about the rampant form changes yet. But are you the oldest tulpa with your host or were you and your sis made around same time?
I am the eldest. I am roughly three years older than my sister. Rampant form changes are common I would say among some tulpa. My sister changes her form quite often, be it indecisiveness or simply the fact that she has a form that relies itself on changing forms often. That is another good sign that she's separate and makes her own decisions. She just enjoys being many things. I have only changed forms three or four times since my creation. Every tulpa is different.
Hi Ciara. Love the form. I think Pearl is a very pretty gem. I just have one question for you, if you don't mind: Why is your host such a sexy beast?
Well, referring to taste imposition as "simple" was your first mistake. Forcing thought onto reality is not "simple" and takes a lot of time and effort to even begin to get a hang of, and is not even in the same league as making a tulpa.