>>23326721 >crappy school where i didnt fit in >met super cool chick online >she mailed me stuff for valentines. >Felt on top of the world because im a loser >Went the next month and met her, she was real >Had lots of fun times fooling around >leaves me for someone closer >pain, suicidal tendencies >Recovery >self worth >Here i am now.
Im trying not to live in the past man, theres a million things we could have done different, but it cant be changed now, somewhere along the line we fucked up. just focus on the now.
I hung out with a girl last Saturday and we had the time of our lives (Mardi Gras weekend in New Orleans). We hit it off really well and she seemed more interested in me than the other way around, texting me in the mornings and whatnot since. Bought one red rose for her today to thank her for the wonderful evening we had together, but after I got off work (about 2 hours ago) and asked if I could come over for a second to give her something she declined. So welp now my pride is wounded and I probably won't talk to her again since I made the effort to be sweet for once and do something thoughtful and it comes down to naught. Never again.
>>23326742 >be 12 >social outcast >meet future girlfriend >same age also social outcast >become best friends >fast forward 2 years >be highschool freshmen, went to same school >be close to valentines day >decide to try my best to get out of the friendzone >holyfuckitworked.jpeg >on valentines day, officially asked her to be my girlfriend. >valentines anniversary date >date for over 2 years, everythings great >she moves about 10 hours away because of a divorce and has to go with mom >she's still a social outcast and didn't adjust well >planned a trip down for our 3rd anniversary as a surprise, her mom was in on it. >got a call from her mom saying that she killed herself 4 days before. and now I'll always associate Valentines day with my first and only serious girlfriend killing herself.
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