Who here /depressed/? I'm just looking for people to share feelings with, preferably someone of the opposite sex (I'm a 24 y/o male). Have no interest in anything sexual...just feel like if someone else were to talk to me about why they feel so sad maybe I'd feel a little less lonely and sad myself.
Don't be picky PHAM. You aint meetin no weminz on here.
If anyone in portland feels up for paying for a candytrip with a friend that would be wonderful. Helps depression too, for at least a little while.
Well if you feel up for it and up for paying for it would certainly be worth it. I also have a friend who could drive us a little bit so you wouldn't have to drive the whole time once you got here.
You wouldn't die, I wouldn't let you, you'll certainly trip though. If you'd wanna go to a rave we could. I've wanted to myself.
Probably, you might have a revelation or two. Raves do seem pretty fun, raves candyflipping even more fun.
> Are you gonna steal my kidneys?
Not unless you're into that, but it's not really a first date kind of thing ya know?
also my email is email@example.com
Just do it anon, it'll feel good.
20 y/o girl. Got kicked out because my boyfriend thinks I cheated on him. Been sitting on park benches and sidewalks all day. I really just want to die. I've had my entire life ruined OVER and OVER again every fucking time I'm happy and shit looks good. I'm done.
i'm wondering like "why is this anon trying to get people to candyflip with him off of 4chan, he has to have a motive". Just be honest ok, are you gonna rape me? My butthole is full of glass i've eaten
Kek no anon. I'm a femboy, there isn't much I can rape. I really just wanna meet more people who are into the scene and are up for buying drugs. All my real friends I met through 4chan anyways so why not meet more. I like hanging out doing drugs and playing Yume Nikki, not much of a rapist.
the OCD and BPD were, i recently (last month or something) talked to my doctor and therapist about them to which they confirmed them.
I've suffered from HPD and depression since i was 13, social anxiety, avpd and dpd since 15 (im basically a shut in now, only leave when forced to) and the rest in later years.
it's really tiring and confusing. my moods change instantly constantly and im always in a battle with myself.
I mean I KNOW I shouldnt be to hard on myself. I have noone to talk to though.. Every one vents to me and I hear em out but I'm afraid to talk about myself. im pretty much a neet and im disgusted with myself being one. Im a selfish friend. I feel really ugly and i feel like everyone doesnt want to admit it. i see most of my peer excell and i hate them for that.
Yume Nikki is the best, with drugs it's really amazing to me. Deal, but the rape has to be both ways! Now email me anon!! so I can add you on something.
It is, Madotsuki is best girl.
We all have peers just strive after don't hate them, don't bog yourself down anon it's rough but it's life.
I get sick of my girl's shit often, but that doesn't mean I hate her. A lot of people, especially family won't hate you. Just let yourself drop if it comes to that and rely on them if you can.
girlfriend and I broke up
rarely connect with people/lonely
I waiting for things to get worse lol
next stop suicidal thoughts? choo choo
ending still makes me cry
i try not relying on them. im just very problematic i think - throw tantrums a lot. im glad to hear what u said abt ur girlfriend, it reassured me a little <3
You see I KNOW all that anon. I'm the captain of my own ship and all that jazz. I just want to get drunk or get stoned right now. To many emotion seeping out that I try to suppress.. I think its the combination of Valentines day and my father being sent away
First and foremost, I'm sure a lot of anons on here would love to talk to you if you just wanted to vent, so maybe finding a vent would help? second, if you aren't happy with your current situation maybe you could try to change it up a bit? Don't compare your life to others, just do what you feel like you need to also what the candytrip anon said
Dude I'm deathly afraid of talking to anyone I know. I give the happy go lucky person and I play it real well. But in the inside I'm just shouting and screaming to be alone. I usually don't compare my life to others but when I eventually have to socialize its just a pain to chest telling how I'm unemployed and not going to college another year. I usually only smoke weed and drink. Occasionally dab
If you can pull off the happy go lucky person thing, then do that, fake it til that becomes a significant part of you. And yeah i know easier said than done, but you sound kinda like me and so far that's what's been fairly effective for me so can't hurt to try it. As for the socializing thing, just steer the conversation away from the college or job topic, ask them about their interests, traveling, etc. Weed and drank? You already sound like a cool dude
Does going to a doctor or something actually help with anxiety and shit. I don't think im that bad but my anxiety has stopped me going into uni unless i absolutely have to. My head constantly goes over shit and its like its fighting against me or something.
I'm dead inside. I had weird saucy thoughts about a coworker that spiraled into me thinking of her every night, get even more awkward around her at work and fuck she's 18 years older than me and is married with two kids. We just went on our second business trip together and she went for a kiss two nights ago after we were slow dancing. I was so heartbroken...have had no sort of affection shown for a year and look who fucking does - my sexy, cooler, older coworker who is married with two kids...god damn man. It hurts so much. I don't want to deal with all of this