26 femanon. bored. got artsy film on the tv while painting my nails. what's everyone else up to? slow ass night here.
pic not related but cool anyway.
what's goin on tomorrow? we're going to dehydrate some beef for jerky tomorrow. nothing too exciting, but yummy nonetheless.
god i wanna get the soundtrack to the latest wolfenstein. that was phenomenal.
god we just finished the new wolfenstein. excellent all around. i'm straight up skipping revelations, seeing as how much i hated brotherhood and am frustrated with AC on a technical level altogether. Argh.
brotherhood just has a myriad of problems altogether. control issues, time limits, crappy synchs, yeah it's all over the place. and that ending...god i'm not one who generally cares about endings to things but that wasn't even a cliffhanger. my gf legit almost threw the remote at the tv out of anger.
haha I know how you feel, I had pretty much the same reaction to it. Randomly jumping up walls 20 times before finally going in the direction you were trying to go, You playing on pc or console?
sounds good! haven't had friend chicken in ages. i'm making a salad right now, and my gf made curry last night (not a huge fan of indian food but she's a good cook and it's one of those things like soup that's kinda hard to fuck up).
console. 360. yeah the controls have been my biggest issue in the whole franchise. seems 3 and black flag have kinda finally gotten it simplified enough to where it's enjoyable so that's good.
i'm sorry :( i've been fighting hard NOT to get sick, myself. wish i could make you soup or somethin <3
why yes i am. i am a tiny gay.
god it's been an rpg year for us. we've been playing skyrim (we moved a lot so not a lot of time for games for a while), fallout new vegas, recently got into dragon age though so far we're both sort of unimpressed. in the summer we blasted through the entire mass effect trilogy cause she hadn't played it yet. lotta rpg action goin on right now lol
Koyaanisqatsi-Life out of Balance. It's just good background noise and it's easy to watch without paying attention to.
I'm lukewarm on New Vegas just cause of the setting and cause it came after FO3 lol plus it was glitchy as FUCK at launch and for a while after. Mass Effect is absolutely amazing. Skyrim is cool which is weird cause I hated the Elder Scrolls series before. I really really disliked both Oblivion AND Morrowwind.
go right ahead!
a u-haul. and it's totally true lol
i wanna clarify my earlier statement about my hatred for elder scrolls. it's not necessarily the franchise itself, as much as it is just my general disinterest and dislike for the fantasy genre altogether, in that time period and setting. idk. never did much for me. like scifi way more. my gf's more into the fantasy scene than i am.
of course ^^ i know you said nephew and not son, but i can't wait to have my own kids to catch colds from lol
Ahh ok gotcha, I'm really into the whole medieval fantasy thing most myself. Totally agree on them being buggy as shit though, especially if you're playing on console, I have so many patches running just to fix the screwups in those games. I agree about Morrowind though, I played and finished it, and it really didn't so much for me gameplay wise, Oblivion I haven't played
To be fair too, Morrowind was on like, the original Xbox lol so I can't complain too much about it not being that great. I mean, I read lots of Redwall as a kid, but idk if that really qualifies, and my gf is making me read Anne McCaffrey and Mercedes Lackey stuff now, but yeah.
Reading a therapy book and taking notes because I have therapy tomorrow.
I'm taking internet breaks about every 30 minutes so I don't burn myself out.
i guess from the male perspective, sure, but obviously i wouldn't know lol never given one either. never been with a guy.
i wanna be a mommy SO bad, god damn, it really breaks my heart that i'm infertile...
i feel these go hand in hand lol
well i really like cunillingus.
adopt. i mean, i can't breed, so...my gf might go that route but that remains to be seen. but i think i like adoption. kids need homes.
nope. i...yeah. it's...it's a really sore spot with me. sorry if i don't elaborate much...
okay good ^^ yeah i love george too for those exact reasons. why curb is so wonderful.
i read about a billion things at once, so i can't say what i think yet lol she has all hardcover copies though.
yeah definitely. Curb seems to be made to make all of the geroge's watching at home as comically uncomfortable as possible by placing himself in the center of some of the most awkward uncomfortable situations ever.
here's some hot chick for y'all. anyway, anyone have tattoos or any history with tattoos in any way? i really wanna get sleeves.
not at all sweetie! it just makes me way sad because i really really wanna be a mom and have my own biological kids but hey maybe they can grow some with my DNA or some shit. the future is awesome.
100% agree. i just wish he'd come back even if for just one more season :/
good! i'm glad you found some stuff! i'm currently re-reading house of leaves and some Cormac McCarthy books.
well a few things i've read has had him quoted as saying "i won't do a 'final season', and i'm never doing a series finale again" because people were so buttshit stupid over the seinfeld finale, which honestly, is the only way that show COULD'VE ended because they ruined a lot of lives and needed to pay for it lol
but yeah i really hope he eventually feels he wants to do another. he was on SNL this past week and i about cried from happiness.
i wanna get some floral sleeves that connect across my collarbone and shit. maybe some bird outlines on my wrist. it's gonna be a fun year! what do you have?
shit like this. god. i don't know if i'm jealous of her tattoos or i just wanna bang the living hell out of her lol
The woman i was with could not have children without IVF. I was willing to be the father of her child but stuff happened and we drifted apart.
That would be cool, i want to have a son of my own. It was my fathers wish before he died to have a grandson to carry on his name.
i'm sorry that fell apart :/ my gf and i are gonna start a family, but not until we're actually financially stable and settled. she won't even marry me until we can afford a decent wedding, which is understandable.
it was pretty, pretty, pretty pretty good. *wink*
yeah it's fucking AMAZING, but it is VERY rough to read lol lots of footnotes and shit in margins and god it's...it's awesome though.
i mean, if i were single, and i knew who she was lmao i'm happy where i am though.
worlds greatest dad, it's such a beautiful day, a boy and his dog, young adult, robot & frank, jeff who lives at home, john dies at the end, god bless america, blair witch (i know i know it's cliche but w/e), 1408, a town called panic, moonrise kingdom (most wes anderson shit), david lynch's "rabbits" (also eraserhead), the voices, rubber and tons more i can't remember lol
:) you're a sweetie. thanks. god i hope our wedding is awesome and SOONER rather than later. i was MADE to be a housewife lol
Oh funnny, I love Inland Empire but I had no idea where the rabbits scene fit in. I didn't know it was something unto itself.
My list is, Heart of Glass, Inland Empire, Mullholand Drive, Come and See, Solaris (1972), Grizzly Man, 2001, The Mirror, Dancer in the Dark, Rear Window and I actually really like the last Dredd movie.
Ok so now your favorite books.
house of leaves, battle royale, the book of joe, literally anything by douglas coupland, the almost moon, the little prince, gods debris, assassination vacation, the bell jar, when the wind blows & the lake house, metamorphosis, any poe or lovecraft, carsick by john waters, disco bloodbath, any OZ book, the brave little toaster. i read a LOT.
Oh crazy, You don't see Metamorphosis on the list very often. I assume you mean the metamorphosis of Ovid and not kafka right? I did my thesis on The Metamorphosis, linking it to Anaxagoras physics of mixtures.
Don't be embarrassed about that. Kafka is an incredible writer. I really like The Castle and The Trial. I just have a thing for classical poetry like Hesiod and Ovid in particular.
A funny think I learned from reading the Metamorphosis and the origins of the word Hermaphrodite. He was the son of Hermes and Aphrodite who was fused with a female nymph to become half man and half woman. His name was hermaphroditus.
No idea haha, I generally just suck when it comes to talking to women haha That and I'm just naturally more introverted, I'll be out hiking alone and stuff instead of being where I could meet people
dude i feel it. i am WAY introverted. my gf likes to go to live shows and hang out with people and i just wanna stay home and read manga or something. i really...i kinda don't like people. they've been really mean to me most of my life.
just too shy or?
god i kissed my first girl at like 12 but that's what happens when young lesbians meet someone who also likes girls for the first time. you don't feel so alone suddenly.
you guys might like to read The Highly Sensitive Person. It's a book that may help recontextualize your ideas about yourself and introversion. You can find a copy on the pirate's bay.
Ohh that sucks, sorry to hear that :/. I've never had anyone be particularly mean to me or anything, I just prefer being alone most of the time, even if I have the choice of being with close friends. Everything better for you now?
Thanks Anon, that sounds like something that'd be interesting to check out
personally, i just...i appreciate that advice and i probably will just out of curiosity but ultimately i prefer to be alone or with my gf or on here. i don't like being social. i have autism and being social just makes me very...just very unhappy. all there is to it. but i will take the name of that book down for future reading.
Combination of factors I guess. Shyness is part of it, also no idea how relationships worked. Didn't really understand the whole concept of dating for a long time. Last couple years I haven't really tried to date or anything.
i mean i prefer it also but a lot of it has to do with how cruel people have been to me in the past. yeah things are pretty good these days, given my living situation ^^
i always sorta just stumbled into girls who ended up liking me for whatever reason. i have been told i'm a really good gf though, which is surprising because i don't know how to interact with people face to face.
Oh, it's not about overcoming introversion but not seeing it and it's associated symptoms as flaws. It tries to just place these ideas about being very sensitive and easily aroused in different context though understanding them better.
I think I'll start trying again soon. For the past year and a half I've been living with my mom and working two jobs for the past year. I'm getting my own apartment again in March and hopefully cutting my hours down or getting another job soon. Right now though, working 70 hours a week and living at home doesn't seem like the best time to try to date.
Getting laid or in a relationship gets a lot easier the older you get until your mid 30's. Then it get's hard again because most people that age don't have a strong social circle as all your fiends have kids and or involved careers.
i mean, my gf is 32 and we met last year, and before me she had a rather active sex life so idk i think age is definitely a variable but i also think it doesn't apply the same to everyone.
what do you look like?
anyone wanna do one of these? i'm doing one right now just out of boredom.
Hair is a slight nightmare right now but this is me
it's SUCH a boring night here. today was pleasant. we did some composting and i did the dishes and we sat and just read for a while, but my gf is asleep now and i should've made dinner or something instead of goofing off online. now i'm all hungry.
it was a very good day, very relaxing and calming. nothing too high energy. we've had a fucked up sleep schedule lately, so we haven't even HAD much energy lol
i may play video games soon, idk. i'm kinda hoping she wakes up from her nap so we can watch community or something but doesn't seem likely. i REALLY wanna make art, but i haven't had many ideas lately...or supplies.
Oh Nice! That's really cool
As much as I'm enjoying this convo I should get going, totally lost track of time it's already 1:30 haha. Hope you all have a good night, maybe see you back here or around somewhere
I can see why you said that. Is there anything to do there?
This is just day two. I've been taking cold medicine and drinking hot tea. Also whe eat its super spicy noodles! Clears my sinuses up.
there's not much honestly lol go to thrift stores, bookstores every now and then. it's preeeeeeetty dead here.
yeah eating spicy things is always what i do to clear my sinuses lol
We all have those days. Get out and do something you've been meaning or wanting to do. Clean your living space up. The accomplishment will brighten your mood. Maybe reward yourself with a nice meal of your choice?
phone is shut off and bandwidth here is so crap i can't use my phone on it. sorry, kik ain't gonna work.
did this yesterday. everything is done now. can't go anywhere because we live in the middle of nowhere desert and there's nothing to do for miles, let alone we have to drive to get to anything and neither of us drive. but yeah, i did that yesterday. also this is like, my everyday, cause yay depression lol
see previous kik statement.