>>23121127 basically lying to all my friends/family about my love life.
i got a bit chubby from ages 10-13, and from that grew inner crippling self-esteem issues. I hit puberty about 17, (i stopped growing about age 21) i slimmed up, and became a lot more attractive physically. i'll have some women blatantly check me out when i walk out by myself. I've only kissed one girl before, and that was when i was 18. I am now 22, still a 1 kiss virgin. I have lied to my closest friends about my "love life". I sometimes leave my house around 3-4 a.m to drive out into a secluded area to smoke and watch the sun rise. One day my roomates asked what i was sneaking out at night, asking if i was meeting up with a "girl", i let them go with that and ever since people have asked me for relationship advice/how to approach women. they only ask me this because of a false perception and because i am now "physically appealing"
>>23121205 i would strongly advise not trying to lie. it's tough keeping up with all of the "girls" i've hooked up with...and it eats at you. i wake up everyday looking at myself wondering why i've kept up these lies for such a long time. there's a big chance the first girl i have sex with is going to assume i've had a number of partners before her. i have no idea what i'm going to do in a situation where i'm actually going have to do something. no amount of reading is going to help
>>23121127 Flunking out of KU (Kansas University) when I first went when I was 18.
I tried to hide it but when your parents are paying for your school you can't hide it.
I'm 25 now and almost finished getting my MBA from UC Berkeley. I wish I could get in a time machine and stop myself from wasting all that time/money/energy when I was 18 thinking I needed to go to college right out of highschool.
Though looking back it was a good thing I did flunk out, as it allowed me to go to a community college to get my GE and transfer to a UC, as my GPA in highschool was pretty shit compared to my community college GPA.
>>23121171 I feel you, dude. I've always been a big person and at 22 (26 now) I had only kissed one girl, when I was maybe about 9. And it was awkward as hell. Then a practical stranger made out with me. That was also awkward as fuk for me. We gon' make it someday
>>23121233 Yep. To this day thats one of my biggest "urrgh" moments. It took me 4 1/2 years to finish community college. Then I finished my BA last May. I always wonder what my life would have been like if I didn't spend an extra 3 1/2 years in school (well I prob would have gone for my masters right away but still). But then I remember that I wouldn't have met some of the greatest people I have met had I finished on time. Then I feel better.
>>23121127 Cheated on an ex with a guy I met on a night out. Friends thought I had gone home so never realised. Was a one off thing, never told anyone. Later me and the bf split up so kind of doesn't matter now.
I am confused about my sexuality at 25... I thought I was only gay and I had only sex with men until now. But I developed more and more the desire to feel masculine and I fantasize about pleasing a girl, making ger go wild and orgasm...but I don't know if it would work in the real situation, I mean, maybe I could please her but maybe it doesnt make me horny in the end...I don't know how to approach women with this...I get hit on by women, men much less, so I seem masculine...but I don't know how to play it...
>>23122409 You're talking to someone who has a compulsion to break off during blowjobs and tongue kiss the guy, so I like anyone who's open minded enogugh to taste themselves. Add to that the way it is really personal and private and your embarrassed about it. If I was your gf I would want to watch what you do.
5 times I kinda get my gf super trash and i ram her asshole doggy style as hard as i can. Every time i see her with a drink i get hard as fuck. Guess the idea of being fully dominant over her small body turns me on.
>>23122459 >Have you not had any awkward moments though like where you've swallowed and then she comes in or whatever and wants to kiss you. I'd be worried she could taste it. Yeah, pretty often, actually. I try to eat something to cover it up, not tongue kiss afterwards or simply hope she doesn't notice... guess she does notice sometimes, but it wouldn't be something she'd be disgusted by, simply not comfortable watching it.
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