>>26489519 I went to a Korean massage parlor for the past three years. That's not the real secret though, only part of it.
There's one girl there that really caught my eye. She was 21 at the time, slim, big boobs, really long hair... basically a fucking hentai goddess.
So I paid and slept with her. And I did over and over again. This was a mistake, you should never use the same prostitute more than once or twice, for good reason.
I fell in love with her. We started talking more and more both before and after sex. I felt guilty when I slept with other girls on the days she wasn't there, like I was cheating on her.
Then I noticed that she wasn't around for about two months. I asked about her and I was told that she moved back to South Korea to be with her family and that she'd sent most of the money she made over to help them.
So yeah, I've been fucking crushed for a while and I haven't gone back there since. Because some part of me figured that because I paid to sleep with her over 30 times that I actually meant something to her.
I had the girl of my dreams in the palm of my hands a little while ago. I had messed around with girls before and had one proper relationship that lasted a year but I completely froze when I was with this girl.
She was shy and socially anxious aswell so it was an orgy of awkwardness when we were together but we liked each other so much we told ourselves that we'll get more comfortable with each other and it would be worth it.
Anyway after about 6 months or so of being in this limbo she tires of me and my inability to convey my feelings or move things forward and before long starts seeing a friend of a friend.
The guy is pretty ugly, cringe levels of awkward, works part time in a shop lives with his parents nearing 30. This guy has given her everything she wanted and she's so happy. Because I can't accept what happened and with our friendship circles so close I just stopped doing things.
I have lost contact with near all of my friends now and sit alone most nights. I can't bear the thought of seeing them. It's stupid and none of them know why although I'm sure they must have their suspicions. I got this way because I am a coward, because I am slightly sociopathic and I got fucked over by somebody I thought was a "loser." I am literally the cancer of this board, the failed normie, the lowest of the low and been put through a lot of emotionally suffering all for the sake of a fucking girl. God I am pathetic.
I jerk off to both straight porn and tranny porn. I fantasize on a regular basis about meeting a qt "girl", having everything in common with her, hitting it off and taking her back to my place for sex and she gets anxious and really nervous and it turns out she has a dick. She says to me "you don't want me anymore, do you?" And I just tell her she's beautiful and press her against the wall and passionately kiss her. After that we'd be in a passionate relationship. We'd play vidya, watch anime and cuddle for hours, have amazing sex, everything would be perfect. No one would suspect that she's a guy, cause she'd be such a qt.
I am a Chad, Ivy League, private equity and have a fiancee and drive a porsche 911. I came here cause my pathetic cousin browsed this shit and now I am addicted to this place cause I have no one to bully irl
I slam my mom on occasion. She's not attractive, I'm just a failed Chad and it's the only bit of action I can be bothered with anymore. It shuts her up and keeps her off my back so at least there's that.
Almost every day I jack off with pants and trousers on, just because I fear being caught with the dick out and I'm satanically lazy. And I sometimes have to sneak and change clothes for the suspicios stain that appears after fapping. The bad part of living with parents
When I was in highschool I was really obsessed with my best friend, I followed him around everywhere, and I still have all our old messages archived. He got really fucking scared because he thought I was going to rape him, because I sent him messages that sort of hinted at that, and at one point I groped his ass on his way home from school. No one really knows about this aside from me and him, and although he told the school's principal he left out a lot which probably would've got me in a lot more trouble (I only got suspended). He moved away a while back, and I've been searching but I can't find anything under his name on the internet, so he's probably gone forever.
I have a sneaking suspicion that 4chan isn't very anonymous except to users themselves and that there is a more than likely probability of a database somewhere that catalogs a users posts along with their personal info, internet history etc... etc...
>>26489519 i check out my cousins wife all the time. she knows it and likes it, and purposely puts on little "shows" for me. it's been escalating to the point that she now "accidentally" rubs her ass up against my crotch area when walking past me sometimes (when cousin isn't around). we both know what we're doing and where this is going.
my cousin is like my brother, my only friend... and he has a 2 year old daughter. i don't want to break up that family. i know i have to stop what i'm doing, but fuck man... i probably wont stop.
>>26492102 If that did happen.. Like, if everything I've ever said online was documented and used against me it would make me look like I'm so much worse than I am. Sometimes I'm just being edgy, or even (And I know it's wrong), but I just go on the internet and tell lies. Fucked up weird lies, to get a stir or interesting reaction out of people.
Some faggot dog was taking shits close to my door. Brought a plastic bag (pretending it was food) and the knife behind my back (the dog wasnt that large). Placed the bag in the floor, he approached thinking it was food (neighbours used to do this) and slowly grabbed his collar and then stabbed him fast several times on the sides. The kittens I killed because I was under orders of my grandfather, because some faggot cat had their offspring in one of his terrains, so my grandfather wanted them all out.
>>26489519 I shot my neighbors dog 4 or 5 years ago because it barked all night. Waited until neighbors left and shot it with my dad's glock and through it in the trash at a strip mall and cleaned up the bloody dirt
My biggest confession? I seldom lie on the Internet ever since I've stopped hacking a few years back. It's a relief. I really have no reason to hide anything anymore and I genuinely feel good about that.
I lie to pretty much everyone I ever meet. It's kind of fun keeping it up and I get immense pleasure when they actually believe me. I only tell the truth to a few people that I actually care about. I know this sounds edgy but it's like a game to me; knowing what I said and to whom I said it, and keeping up the facade: it's all a game to me.
>>26489519 When I was 9 or 10, a friend and I "experimented" a few times. We jerked off in front of each other (without cumming ofc), touched each other's dick and one time he wanted me to fuck his ass. Didn't really put it in the hole though, just rubbed it in between his cheeks.
When I was young I read in a book that mother dogs would clean their pups piss and shit by licking it off of them. I went and got my dog. Pissed all over my balls and got it to lick them. I am not proud of that moment.
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