>nobody will ever love you

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>>26486029
>only mother is capable of unconditional love and every other women will leave your in dire situation.

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Is this just a general feels thread?
>Neighbor is constantly throwing a fucking party and blasting music
STOP REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>26486074
>tfw it doesnt even feel like my mom loves me anymore

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> not even I love myself

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>>26486029
I sometimes imagine myself being the person she stabbed cus I attacked her or something.

best way to reinforce the feel I deserve it.

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>you will never be a cool robot like Rust
>you will never annoy and BTFO a Chad by spouting "odd shit" on his ear all day long

This actually hits me unlike your no gf crap.

>>26486229
Good looking people can't be robots even if they live a wagecuck life and in a minimalistic way. Also wasn't he married at some point?

But i admit, i'd like to be like him. I already smoke three packs a day so i'm getting there.

>>26486218
it's harder when you're the only one who loves yourself

elliot rodger feels

>>26486318
Matthew McCounaghey is sure good looking, Rust can be good looking only in a certain and unclassical view
I mean look at OPs picture and picture him with a worse haircut it's an easy 5/10

>>26486227
>you're waifu will never fatally would you and stay by your side while you bleed out

why live

>>26486029
>tfw you're not that delusion to have 2D waifu or tulpa but still miserable in 3D world

I try to accept this fact, yet it still hurts. I don't even care for Intimate love anymore, just give me friends, people who care

>>26486421
something seems incredibly wrong with people having a tulpa gf/bf

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>>26486029
>Past the point of caring now about having friends or a girlfriend
>Isolation feels comfortable now and being around people feels like walking on eggshells

Its so true for me
I cant get my head around it and I think about it all day every day
Why? Why does everyone else get to experience it? What have I done? Just WHY

>>26486457
I'd rather have a bunch of male friends rather than gf
>>26486517
You sacrifice a portion of sanity for having tulpa

>>26486624
We didn't RNG right, what's what we did
>>26486639
Comrades before love, the way it should be. You have some good male friends anon?

>>26486639
I'm pretty sure you're not gonna have much sanity to spare if you're considering making a tulpa 2bh

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anime will always love you unconditionally

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>>26486732
I'd like to think so but honestly i'm not so sure. What i mean by that is i'd definitely help them in distress but i dont know if they would help me.
>>26486751
It's just very unhealthy escapism. It's basically thinking over one thing over and over again.

>>26486815
This, i'll just embrace escapism.

>>26486912
Dont bother because you and i know it subconsciously
anime is only an illusion and waifus are only men with girl bodies

>>26486883
I understand that, you help others but no one helps you

>>26487074
That's why with each year i'm becoming more and more bitter person. It's not because i'm truly bitter but life makes me so.

I love me and that's all that matters

>>26487102
I don't think I can be a bitter person myself desu, might as well kill myself before I get ultracucked

>>26486029

>not pumping and dumping stacies and turning them into tumblr feminists

>>26487146
Why do you think you cant be bitter one?

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>I WANNA FEEL LIKE l FEEL WHEN I'M ASLEEP

>>26487192
I dunno, I just can't, I respect people too much. I'm that one guy that sees a problem and actually tries to fix it (after I overcome the social anxiety ofc). If you have a request, and I can assist you I will. You know when people say "oh I wish _____" directed for everyone, in hopes someone would do something? I would be that guy that did it. Heck, in HS half of my money spent on steam went to gifting people games, just because I wanted them to be happy. I won valedictorian purely because I was nice/generous/whatever. I'm like the perfect cuck in a sense (although I probably would put my foot down at some point). I don't really feel like I could be bitter, I'm that guy you take from but never need to give back

>>26487016
So what?

Real people don't want me. I gave up.

Is an illusion actually an illusion if it feels real?

Vidya will love me unconditionally

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>implying my waifu doesn't love me
>implying I don't love myself

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>>26487360
You're the angel among people. So girls doesnt find you intimidating if you in r9k on V-day?
>>26487393
But does it really feel real? Not even at that moment when you're trying to sleep and think about life?

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>>26487016

You don't need a physical form to be real, anon. A good chunk of math can only exist in theory (concept of infinity, etc) but is very real.

>>26487880
I honestly wouldn't know pham, I was never the apple of anyone's eye, with my characteristics ant the way society is today, I'm best used as a beta orbiter

>>26487954
But you understand that with math you dont develop feelings or be in relationship? Projecting escapism on pixels isnt solution. You may think it's not that bad if you're the only one doing it but let's say if 30 or 40 proc of men would start doing it?

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>>26488051
It sounds very sad anon. Feels like you're not the main character of your story but only riding shotgun and enjoying passing views.

>>26488101
Did I even have a story if my own? Am I just a support character in others story? With the spotlight never lighting on me? Watching others live their lives, blossoming, would be nice if I didn't feel so empty all the time. Ah I guess I'm not fit for this world

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>>26488062

> But you understand that with math you dont develop feelings or be in relationship?

Sure you do. People base their entire careers or modes of thinking around it, to the point that their entire understanding of reality is built on it. They have very strong feelings about it.

> Projecting escapism on pixels isnt solution. You may think it's not that bad if you're the only one doing it but let's say if 30 or 40 proc of men would start doing it?

How not? Escapism is just replacing our own reality for another. People turn to religion or science to answers to their problems to explain or escape their reality, what's so wrong about turning to Peruvian papercrafts?

The very basis of your claim is that its not real or its unhealthy, one of which is relative and the other of which is not even correlated. If you're going to throw stones, you're going to need a better argument than that.

>>26488062
Not the same anon but everything is in your head, be it outside world or not make it no different really because you experience it the same way. Its just a matter of how you look at life. Schizophrenics experience of hallucination is called not real because its non existent in most humans and doesnt reflect our reality but it is real to the schizophrenic the same way as other stimuli. Platos cave is what Im trying to say.

If you are still on the edge just remind yourself how futile and pointless everything is and you wont care anymore about this.

>>26486029
>you'll never learn to love yourself

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>>26486029
I have seen the faces of hate and hate alone. There was no love in a thousand faces.

Yet I walk on with the same mask of hate on my face.

>>26488257
It's like others are main characters in your story but you're only a secondary one in their story. I feel more like observer in movies. I lack a lot of stuff that makes me a protagonist.

>>26488430
Thats a good way of putting it anon. I feel like I could have been the helpful observer, but I never really felt any sort of contentment, so I just feel too empty.

>>26487880
>But does it really feel real? Not even at that moment when you're trying to sleep and think about life?
In the moment it feels real. I obviously know it's not, but as technology increases it will get more and more real. I don't do it out of enjoyment, I do it out of necessity. I'll never be in a functional relationship, so if I fully immerse myself in fake ones, I can convince myself that life isn't so tragic.

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>>26488529
I know that feel. With that kind of helpful character you'd have been qt shy girl in alternative universe
>>26488603
So you're doing the same as prisoner in confinement chamber just to save his sanity from going completely nuts?

>>26486120
join them and become chad, or fail trying

>>26488690
Heh, I guess so, would be fun to do those hip sways. Female advantage in this world tho, I don't really like it, its a virtue issue. I wonder if escapism could help, I kinda doubt it, but you guys seem to be debating it

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>>26486029
Let that feeling liberate you. You never have to worry about impressing anyone. You never have to worry about the feeling of falling in love and then having that person stab you in the back. You never have to worry about stupid shallow normie customs like dating, marriage, etc.

You can do anything you want and it's only up to YOU. You don't need anyone else to be awesome.

>>26489088
>Let that feeling liberate you
You cant escape it completely.

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I'd settle for someone liking me. These bouts of loneliness are becoming more difficult to bear.

>>26489176
Only if you think of can't. Your mind is the only thing that creates your reality. Minds can be changed. There is no one truth.

>>26489285
Rationally you can think that you can change it but something changes where feelings are involved.

> you will never know the joy of someone hugging you from behind and whispering "I will always be there for you"
> you will never have someone who's thinking about will cheer and motivate you in every situation
> you will never feel fully accepted by another human being

Can the pain finally end? Can I finally stop caring about this? Please?

>>26486029
I almost wish that nobody loved me because I know I don't deserve it. Having a loving and supporting family just makes me feel guilty for being such a self destructive loser

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>>26489594
> you will never know the joy of someone hugging you from behind and whispering "I will always be there for you"

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck....

>>26489594
It's all lies. Relationships are just lies we use to reinforce our own egos. It doesn't matter what another person says or does, or even if they "believe" or really "mean" it. It's all just an abstraction both of you agree on in order to give lift some paltry meaning.

I just wanna be wanted, man.

I want someone to truthfully tell me I'm worth it.

>>26489856
If that helps you to sleep at night...

>>26489856
Even if so, reassurance can bring solice to misery. It's not about truthfulness, it's about the act itself.
A warm word.
A caring touch.
A loving look.
Even if they are all lies, we instinctively react positively to them. After all, we are all social creatures.
It's a curse to all robots.

>>26486195
IKTF senpai, overheard my mom last week telling her boyfriend that I was a serious mistake and that her life would have been better off had I not been born.

Every girl has their own definition of love. It really doesn't mean anything.

>>26486562
>social anxiety
>seek a shrink