>>26484795 It is my fault. I didn't prepare you for this crazy world we live in. I wanted to shelter you, and in doing so in your youth, I screwed up your social skills. I'm sorry anon, its not your fault. It's not your fault.
Why did you do it? Why did you marry her? She doesn't love you, she just takes your money and shops everyday. Now you're stuck with a failure of a son and a retarded daughter who you will never escape from.
Why didn't you go your own way? What good did you think your family was going to be when you decided to marry some filipino girl in her mud hut?
i dunno. this thread made me cry. you've been nothing but good to me and i hope you know that. it's not your fault that sis offed herself. none of that makes sense. i have no idea what pain it must cause you though
I used to wonder why you never fought for me after the divorce. You clearly felt some kind of obligation to somewhat raise me, but you also felt it was necessary to file bankruptcy, liquidating the debts like the house I fucking lived in. My mom couldn't afford to feed us on her waitress money and pay for the house. You're directly responsible for the worst years of my life, including my homeless stint. I was too young to realize what happened, but I see you now. I'm conflicted because the times you did have me around I didn't feel like a burden, but whenever I wanted to move in because my mom is such a useless alcoholic there was always "money trouble" even after you got out of paying child support. You're STILL so mad at her that you don't see what you've done to your own fucking children. It should have stopped being about your pride/ego forever ago but you just have to be such a petty, arrogant prick that you'll drag a 3 year old into it. I remember the judge asking me who I'd prefer to live with and I was scared when I started crying for my mom. Remember, I was fucking 3 years old. It's not my fault and the judge was fucking retarded to put even part of that decision on the YOUNGEST CHILD. Taking it out on me sure as hell isn't doing you any favors now, is it?
I understand why you left because i'm going through similar emotions you felt through the marriage of your wife being lazy not wanting a job and not wanting to move closer to your job. Having to travel 1 1/2 hour drives to and from work only to come back to a shitty household, but what didn't excuse you was cheating on her 4 times behind her back and getting caught those times only for her to forgive you because she loved you. You should have just left her before you made her cry all those times and before i was born so I won't have to live through this hell of life supporting her medical bills through working 60+ hour plus a week with losing contact with my childhood friends not wanting to watch the burden I am going through. I can't date any women because i know they won't want the finnancial and emotional burden of what I am going through and I wont talk to women because i'm know it would never work out between us and wish I was dead unstead of living this loveless life i've experienced my whole life through your choices you made raising me. I will probably not know every reaon why you did those things to me or my mom, but you should know i will never forgive you even if you are sorry wherever you are.
>>26486914 I was a bad father son, I'll admit it. I was an irresponsible man, but what I want you to know is that my actions aren't the ones you have to emulate, nor do you have to not date women at all.
Don't let my mistakes turn into yours.
>>26486989 I'm here, son. The real /r9k dad. I love you son.
I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment, that I can never truly live on my own and start a new family, that I never succeeded in fulfilling your expectations, that I'm unable to get a job, that I don't have any friends, that I'm a son no father wants or deserves to have.
>>26484496 Stop coming to me and complaining about mom, you divorced 3 years ago remarried and had another kid. Why the fuck does your son have to be the one to tell you never stick your dick in crazy? Also you act like needy highschool girlfriend.
I'm sorry we don't see each other much anymore. I always valued the Thursday nights, but as I got older and busier it was so hard to stick to. I know I should come out to your house more often. I miss seeing you too. I love you even when you're not giving me money but I can't refuse the money either. I really hope we get to go shoot that AR
Dad, I know you look forward to it a lot, but I may never get married and give you grand kids. It's not like I haven't tried. Immigrating was very tough on me, and killed a lot of my confidence and social skills. Having spent the last ten years with a high stress, time consuming job where I barely speak to people doesn't help either.
Worst of all I'm getting increasingly sick and jaded of women my age from the few girl friends I did manage to land. I really tried but I think there's a decent chance I won't ever get married with a good woman and have children. Sorry dad, I know you sacrificed a lot.
ps, I now own a small collection of dolls of little girls. Each of them are also very expensive. I don't know how to explain their existence at all.
pss - I also play the guitar, and have been for years. I never told anyone in the family out of shyness and stubbornness. The guitar and the dolls are one of the few things that give me happiness in life.
Heya Dad, despite the things you've put me through when I was little I still love you and respect you as if you were my real father. As far as I'm concerned you are since the other guy was never in my life.
>>26484496 you were cruel to my family, you ruled over us with anger and fear. You caused us all so much pain and you don't efven begin to understand. I'm sorry for how you were treated as a child, but that doesn't excuse what you did. I love you and I hate you. Wish you the best and rot in a pit.
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