>>26442701 >how are you holding up Reading week next week, have the next 9 days to myself to do two assignments and nothing else. It's the first year that I am completely detached from the world during Valentine's Day and it'll be the first one since childhood that I don't cry myself to sleep.
mfw i thought it was today, went for a coffee with a friend thinking that people might think we were a gay couple...feeling weird. >god i have 2 days to become a normie >failing to become a normie 22 years so far.
>mfw I actually asked a girl out >mfw she said yes >mfw I planned it for today at three >mfw I show up half-hour early >mfw 3:00 rolls around >mfw now it's 3:30 >mfw 4:00 >mfw she still hasn't shown up >mfw I go home >mfw I try to forget about it >mfw she just texted me. >mfw "sorry I didn't show up today, it was just a friends thing right? so it's no big deal" >mfw I actually thought I was going to have a date this valentines. >mfw I'm going to kill myself.
>>26445232 Women are awful. Don't let it get to you, its not you that's the problem. I'm so sorry that happened to you. The path to hell is paved with good intentions. She doesn't care for you but didn't have the spine to tell you otherwise.
There may be many reasons to kill yourself, but don't make this one of them..
Same as always, you know? Gonna go by the cemetary and leave some flowers on V-day. I do it three times a year. Valentine's Day, her birthday, and Christmas. Suppose I'll just come home after and stare blankly at the wall across from my armchair. Finding I do that a lot lately. Just kind of stare and let my mind roam.
>>26445667 It's been five years, not sure if I ever will. It's kind of therapeutic, though. Go leave some flowers, sit next to her, and talk about how things have been since last time I came by. I knew her long enough that I usually have a pretty good idea of what she would say, too. It's kind of nice.
>>26442701 >wanting to celebrate a day all about giving your bitch shiny rocks and folded construction paper with "teehee i wuv u x3" printed on them >wanting a stupid materialistic bimbo to woon over the fifty roses you got her that she'll end up killing and bragging to the other bimbos at her job, while all she gives you is the same pussy you've had every other day you've known her >wanting to feed the ads of "love" that corporations have used to fool women and blackball men for almost a century >wanting to go out of your way to show said retarded woman that you care about her even though you do this routinely every other day of the year, but for some reason if you don't on that one day then you're as evil and cold-hearted as Hitler The fact that you're sad about this has proven the companies have succeeded with their marketing to another sucker like you. Anyone who is seriously depressed over not having someone on that day is a little beta bitch.
>go to park >beginning of a trail to cycle >keep having some chubby bitch park next to me >one day get cycling >see into her car >she has a bunch of roses in her center console >a fat bitch has a valentine and i dont
halloween>thanksgiving>valentines>christmas in terms of holidays recently found out i have some jew in me too. fuckin depressed man
>niece got a giant stuffed dog from her "bf" today >she's in 5th grade >i'm turning 20 in 3 months, still a khv >had a dream this morning that i was trying to convince my online oneitis's gf to fuck this obese girl who wanted me to fuck her >idk who the obese girl was but she was acting like we were together in the dream >mfw
>get gf on nye, really sweet and smart girl i've known for a while >go on family holiday for 2 weeks and she lives a couple hours away so end up not seeing her for a month >always saying how she misses me and wants to see me >tuesday before last she texts me saying having a boyfriend unhealthy for her but "cherishes our friendship" >text her last night asking whats doing this weekend and she hasn't replied >tfw she is probably coming to my town to see her friends
>>26442701 Bad. These days always remind me of how terrible life is someday.
I liked some people before in my life but the feeling couldn't be reciprocated. I gave up with relationship since I'm tired to feel emotions that are totally one sided and to suffer their consequence. I'll stick to nothingness instead. Sure it is unhealthy to think that way. But i'm just sick of this game.
>>26442701 I've managed to avoid accidentally hearing about my crush's plans all week.
I'm thinking of skipping lecture Monday just in case.
I realize she's fucking some dude, probably one who's actually better than me in ever way, but knowing for certain would probably hurt a lot. Some part of my brain needs to think she's different, I know that.
>oneitis hasn't had a bf before >some guy asked her out for valentine's day >he's good looking as hell >she's going on her first date that day >she's acting excited and wondering what she should wear/do >tfw I had to sit through this conversation
This year is the first time I have gotten a valentine date. Ive already gotten cucked and we havent even had the date yet. >be yesterday at bar >valentine wants to get dinner >she invites third wheel at bar >okay.jpg >at Chili's stoned out our mind >we're cuddling >she's regretting bringing third wheel >leave chilis and go back to bar >she gets drunk and says "im gona be single forever" >criticalhit2ego.exe >some salty dude plays "down in the dm" by Yo Gotti and tells me its for me >just laugh Ive never been more depressed tbhfammo
>>26442701 >date love of my life for two years >we break up >single for two years >no sex, no dating. >feels perfectly fine. >date some cheating asshole for a few months >break up >single for two years and counting >no sex >feel p e r f e c t l y f i n e and the only reason i am dreading valentines day is because i work retail.
>>26442701 idk Im having a lot of medical problems lately and I've just kind of accepted im probably gonna die from them
When you accept your fate like that... ...women are the last thing on my mind honestly. I never had them and I guess I never will but in the defined parameters of my life I guess it never really mattered. At least no one thinks Im a loser because of it, they probably just see it the way I do. It never mattered to me
I'm probably gonna buy my mom some flowers and chocolate because I've never done something like that before and she'll probably really appreciate it.
>>26442701 >Preparing my thesis on why specific genes in the GWA turn up to be related to fatty acid leukocyte levels with p < 0.0001 and some even p < 0.000001 >It turns out the lab next door was right about the yet unexplained interaction between certain fatty acids in the cell membrane and their effects on cell signals >Turns out that the most notorious genes I listed are all somehow involved with a certain amino acid's metabolism and better yet, are critical in cell proliferation >Now I'm scrambling for words to correctly write down everything that I know so I can justify a few thousand grand for the experiment and a successful Master's Degree >meanwhile, normies are measuring chalk sedimentation in a novel and completely overpriced new machine bought by Chaddus Maximus Deanus
At least I won't be alone for Valentine's Day, hugging my tulpa as we eat some pasta and ragu because I cant cook for shit
>>26445232 Happens so regularly it should be a crime. The way to get around it is to do the something when you're talking to her, rather than lets do it later, or talk to her enough that she at least remembers you
You fuckers dont even know pain. >be me, guy who spends all his time with girl ive know for years >we finally start talking about relationships >she goes to uni >all of a sudden shes not sure if she wants to be one >I know how this shit goes down >tell her that if she wants to be with someone else to at least tell me so I can move on with my life >shes like yeah okay >i come drive to see her all the time, things dont seem too much different and I have no reason to suspect anything save for a few oddball moments that she always has perfect excuses for >spend christmas with her and her family >amazing day, we cuddle and hold hands the entire day >everything seems so perfect at this point >last week her birthday is coming around >says shes gonna spend it at her parents >say thats cool well hang out the following weekend >when she comes home shes acting pissy and aggressive over everything for no reason >sixth sense activates, something is up >stalk her facebook (i do not have one) >picture of overweight mexican guy with neckbeard presenting a cake to her >what in the- I say what in the actual fuck >confront her and she tries to lie to me about it even though shes been caught red handed >eventually pulls the whole "I just didnt want to hurt you wanted to spare your feelings blah blah blah" >tell her she made a huge mistake and that Ill never talk to her again >deleted her off of everything and have not spoken to her since I have my dignity somewhat but I still want to die. Im pretty sure I genuinely loved her.
>>26442701 the ladies at work(old nurses) were asking me if i had my flowers ready for a special girl. I replied "i don't know single female outside of work to give one to" ..they didn't believe me ..they just said bullshit and laughed....
>>26456201 i work for a couple of years then i quit and live off of my saving for a another couple of years whilst eating the bare minimum to survive. society is cancer...i can only handle jobs for so long.
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