Found out I'm a robot on /b/ week ago and the politely asked me to come here. Have lived thinking I'm a chad my whole life. After a week here I can confirme I am indeed a robot who mental gymnasticed himself into thinking he is a chad. Now what. Not knowing was better but it's a little late for that.
I'm good looking. Crew up on a country side with lot's of friends. Not a kissless NEET. Have friends now.
There was a test on /b/ and the results were shocking. I know I have been a little wierd my whole life but I took pride in them. Cause I had confidence, cause I am (was) a chad, you know. But now looking back the illusions are falling apart. My whole life has been a lie built by my own selfishness/ego.
So now I ask of you: teach me the knowledge of robots.
Or can I go back?
I have some form of autism though. And depression. Dealt with depression with alcohol and drugs (the chad way when you are a teen and early 20s) but now it's the robot way cause it isolates me from society.
Do I continue taking pride in my autism? To wierd do live, too rare do die, what not. Or try to became a normie. With a few simple steps I can get a better score but the autism remains I'm afraid. That shit is 4life.
You accept it, and turn that disappointment you feel into hatred for normies and roasties