>about to start working
>realize i'm going to hate it
>realize i need the money
>realize life without those few shekels i will earn will terrible
>slowly prepare myself mentally to be a wageslave
Why couldn't my family be well off?
It sucks ass. But I also have a job that pays 18.37/hour. I still hate my job (hell I'd probably hate any job), but in a few months I'll have a few extra grand saved and be able to move out of mom's house. Once I do that, maybe I'll have to learn to figure shit out on my own and lose my inferiority complex. Also then I'll have spending money to waste on vidya and comics and junk.
I got a minimum wage kek job at a grocery
It's not terrible because my manager/coworkers are gr8 lads and it's gotten me to the point where I can make small talk with people without shaking and sweating
So just do it man. Unless this is like, your new career, in which case...start working toward changing it
>get first job
>working in a warehouse all night
>heavy lifting for 8hours straight
>only people to talk to are total troglodytes and immigrants
>broke some items accidentally and get yelled at
>it's finally over
>get home and sleep as soon as I fall on the bed
>wake up 12 hours later
>have to go right back
>been a week now
>haven't touched my computer
>haven't touched my vidya
>forgot what the morning sun looked like
what the actual fuck is this? You're telling me most of the world does this their whole lives and they don't commit suicide? I have to go back soon.