Who here hates being touched?
I am too pure for this world. I hate being touched by filthy degenerate humans.
Physical contact makes me feel dirty. Like my pure soul is being raped by the degeneracy of the person touching me.
I don't do anything degenerate but most people do and I feel like they are tainting my purity with their touch. When I kill myself, I'll finally be free and pure.
I feel more like everyone else is too good for me, and I feel like whenever someone touches me in any way it's out of pity, and detrimental to their day.
If anybody even lightly grazes my hand with their coat/bag on the bus I visibly cringe and will move away from them.
I've had men on the street grab my arm to try to force me to talk to them and I flip the fuck out.
When I go to the odd family reunion and people hug me, all of my muscles tense and I'm endlessly screaming internally.
I once went on a date and the guy put his arm around me while we were walking, effectively slowing us down to an awkward pace and making me feel trapped. I was too embarrassed about how high-strung I am and never told him the actual reason why I was no longer interested.
All of this, yet I fantasize about being cuddled, having my hair played with and being held. I just need to be very close to the person, I guess.
This is how I feel about all kinds of interactions.
Any time someone interacts with me I'm thinking "I'm sorry, I'm wasting your time, I'm really sorry, you don't have to pity me, it's fine, I understand, please stop"
>hate being touched by people
>want to slap someone for putting their hand on my shoulder or something
>don't like touching doorknobs or letting people sit on my bed either
>feel like humans are too dirty
>don't mind rubbing my face all over my disgusting dog's fur
you posted an anime picture and we are degenerates kek
>ywn have a no no-touch gf to hang out with but not touch like a normal friendship but with gril and get super close to them
>ywn be cuckolded by Saddam Hussein
>ywn have a super shy gf to slowly start contact with, maybe a hand graze, then hand holding, ever so slowly until she is totally comfortable with me, then love her until the day I die
>it's an abstract kind of feel
I used to be like this then I got to college last year and some strangers forced themselves to be my friends then they started touching me and now I'm really close with this short thick mexican girl and this dumpy asian girl and now I fucking LOVE hugging them and when they touch my chest or ass which they do often and it's great and they think I hate it because I used to but I don't now. I also enjoy resting my head on their thighs and grabbing the latina one's thighs, she often asks me to.
Can I touch you anon? Ill even hold a hand, maybe interlock fingers too.
also, fuck you sadsacks that said going to the gym wasn't worth the effort, I bet they never would have initiated this wonderful relationship if I didn't get /fit/ first
I'm a normalfag because I made an effort you piece of shit, you better believe I'm proud of how that got me to a place where I can have cozy conversation and physical intimacy with two unconventionally adorable girls
I rescind my earlier statement.
I still don't talk, I still spagheti when I try to, I still can't have conversations about music or movies or pop culture in general because that shit will never be compelling to me. I'm a cyborg, not as a transitional state, but because where I am right now is perfect for me. I'm no less funny than I was before, because I don't talk to my friends about what they talk to each other about, and they're okay with my lack of input because I have large pecs and make them feel safe and cute.
I hate the feeling of yielding, warm flesh against mine. I hate that people feel it creates some kind of emotional bond. Whenever I have to touch a person or animal my teeth set on edge and jaw clenches. I need to look away so they don't see the revulsion on my face.
>I feel more like everyone else is too good for me
I feel this way about relationships. I never want to be friends with anyone.
And some people like to touch children, eat their toenails or pretend to be wolves trapped in human bodies.
Again, you shouldn't say stuff like that out loud.
Repress your mental illness and live like a normal human being
you're certainly bigger than me, I was skelly, now I'm skelly with two developed muscle groups
I suppose you're right if those are your standards, though they're not mine. There have always been stacies that talked to me to stroke their egos (always in front of others, though I'm 90% of the time alone). This time the stacy was fat and unintelligent, and I decided that I wouldn't be too proud (because god knows I'm an ugly fuck that startles people when they turn the corner in grocery stores) and turn her away. I didn't even egg her on, I just didn't turn her away and now she puts my hand on her chest because I helped her with her homework and listened to her problems a few times. It's fucking stupid but I like it.
same anon, ive been working out the past year i get looks from girls when im out
>tfw at my apartment's gym, a small room with a few treadmills and pullup bars and stationary bikes
>4 people in when I enter
>2 qts leave, it's just me and a petite latina girl
>I get done with some cardio, so I sit and stare at the tv
>I turn around and watch her run, she notices me, I don't budge
>she goes to the mirror and poses, checking her ass and midriff out, looks at me and smiles, and goes back to treadmill
>I do some pullups and leave
what a weird interaction. I was hoping she'd call me a creep to be honest, I was wondering if she was as sheepish as she looked so I tested her and I was very wrong
And i answered you that people that are outside of the norm are creepy. At least in most cases. Those cases being when correlated with mental diseases like autism.
Also people who don't like to be touched sometimes were victims of abuse, sexual or otherwise, and while i can empathize with them, dealing with their bagagge is not really comfortable. So there.
I wonder how would you people react if you visited my country and realized that giving a peck in the cheek is a valid way to greet
between menand the ONLY way to greet a woman no matter your sex. A girl shaking hands with you is the social kiss of death