I recently got a call that my ex killed herself with pills, successfully. They found her facedown in the bath tub.
She made lots of threats to do it if I left her but you guys (/r9k/) told me it was just all talk and that she was trying to condition me to be cuckable.
I guess it was found that I'm not guilty of anything because after being told about it no one else contacted me, not even the police. Actually, her family apparently thinks fondly of me. I think there was a note but no one told me what it said.
Is there any way I can find out?
>has anyone here tried to kill themselves?
>has anyone you know done so successfully?
>I'm not guilty of anything
Of course not: you're not her 24-hour bodyguard, and she's not your ward/nurse! Geez. Sorry it hurt YOU; her suffering is over. She wasted 40-50 yrs of possibilities. I think only very aged should off themselves...
>Is there any way I can find out?
Yes. Ask. Tell them straight out that you're blaming yourself, and you need to know in order to deal with the situation. Therapy might not hurt.
My belief is that a person's life belongs to himself, and it's his right to end it if he chooses. She made her choice for herself, and the matter of whether you did things that influenced it or not is outside of you.
There are many things in life we can't control.
>I recently got a call that my ex killed herself with pills, successfully.
What if she killed herself, but failed?
I've failed 3 times but they were all during the same night.
Not everyone has a town with "high" buildings anon. A belt around the throat is far more logical. My problem was I'm just useless and the last try I used the belt but was stopped.
I tried this last week. Took a few grams of diphenhydramine, I've had friends of friends go out that way successfully. Planned on just going to sleep, but my husband woke me up about 10 min after I did so and noticed how fucked up I was and literally shoved his hand down my throat and made me puke most of it up. I'm going to have to choose a more violent, immediate method next time. Probably train.
You have a point but I mean, I thought suicide by pills was a meme.
It was supposed to be "pills, successfully" as the operating part of the sentence, not "killed herself, successfully".
If you've never killed a person before, you're guessing at what it takes. Even trying for massive overkill sometimes doesn't work.
They thought their chances were better with necrophiliacs? No hope is one thing, making it ironclad is another.
>have friend who has disease
>his spine deteriorates
>can't walk, can't eat, can't see, can barely talk
>just 8 months ago he was completely normal
>I go to his house to visit him every week
>take turns playing Nintendo
>he can barely see the screen so go really easy on him
>out of the blue he asks me to help him kill himself
>tell him I can't, but I wish I could take his pain away
>he dies of natural causes a month later
Depends on what you OD on. Mine would have been hell if I didnt fall asleep before it kicked in, the drug makes you see nightmare shit at high doses. I would have died of a heart attack, which isn't so bad if you're asleep, but not great if you're awake and delirious.
>If you've never killed a person before, you're guessing at what it takes.
it's literally as easy as jumping off a cliff/tall building/bridge. If you don't want to do that you could just order some fucking helium/nitrogen and make an exit bag. It's literally piss easy to kill yourself. If you're not just looking for attention, failing at suicide means you're honestly a complete moron,
People just dont mention it because most suicides are of an impulsive nature. If you can't get everything you need immediately, people usually have time to go "oh i guess it's too much hassle to die".
see above. I personally planned mine for over a year before it seemed like "the right time" and I was still caught, unfortunately. Tried the tall building thing too, roof access is blocked in most high buildings, apparently.
actually i forgot to add literally a few more times. if you try to OD on a substance you barely know what does, you're literally an idiot and just looking for attention. I literally cannot fathom how people who genuinely wants to die can fail this miserably.
How can you make these retarded excuses? You were caught trying to access the roof? Fucking hell. Find a bridge and jump out, climb a satellite tower and jump, jump off a mountain, jump in front of a train/car/truck, shotgun to the head, hang yourself etc.
All these have a very high success rate and it is NOT hard to kill yourself by any of these methods. Just keep making excuses, though.
inb4 hurr i got caught trying to get on the roof, the bridge was closed, i don't have a gun, there are no mountains in my area
>She made lots of threats to do it if I left her
That's called emotional blackmail, and its one of the most despicable forms of abuse.
The world is better off without that sociopath
Wasn't caught, but the roof entry door was locked with a chain. Obviously there are other methods I haven't tried, I'm not saying it's impossible, just that nothing I've done has worked for me personally so far. It's not like I have the amount of willpower to actually go through with killing myself built up 24-7.
>jumping and flying through the air is too painful, even though you die instantly when you hit the ground
i would tell you to end yourself, but you're obviously just too fucking stupid
I don't really feel up to dumping it all, but I can post a couple.
Just sort of numb.
I let a recovering heroin user stay at my house. Met him on the internet. He promised he'd stay clean at my place, didn't happen. Shot himself up with so much dope he was non-responsive and barely breathing. I didn't actually do anything to help him. He was kind of a piece of shit. He didn't die and I ended up kicking him out of the house after he drugged me in my sleep and raped me. Good times.
I looked at her instagram not too long ago after not realizing she had one for the longest time. All of my pictures were old amateur shots and one or two caps from next top model / her first professional shots.
Now, she's way too skinny and boney, wears generic heavy make up, and tries too hard to look like some kind of fantasy creature. Her natural look really was the best.
It's sad. Fame ruined her after all.
I know how it can be, I don't feel much at all anymore.
I feel like a broken human being that's just gonna be left behind. Some people think they can "fix" me but just ruin everything further.
I hope I get the balls to actually off myself sometime.
> raped me
> kind of a piece of shit
Admit it you liked him forcefully shoving his cock into you, didn't you roastie? I bet your cunt turns into the niagra falls just thinking about it. Fucking whores are all the same.
I didn't enjoy it in any way. I tried fighting him off but I was too sedated. He had a 3 inch micropenis and wasn't attractive in the least. I could barely feel anything. It was just gross and I wasn't on birth control so I was terrified this disgusting junkie knocked me up.
Drove to a forest about 200 miles from my house with pills and whisky. Walked into the woods, sat down and washed the pills down with the whisky.
About an hour later I'm puking my guts up and pass out. Wake up the next morning covered in dirt, bugs and puke. Drive home.
Now have a college degree, good job, friends, own house but when I get sad sometimes I wish I was successful that night.
>letting a junkie stay with you
And people on this board always tell me I'm single because women are very selective with who they're around
I'm lower than a junkie. That's cool to know.