I am the most unlikable human on earth.
I smell. I have giant manboobs. I can't talk properly. I stutter. I am a khhv. I am friendless. I am a NEET. I have 50$k debt. I am always angry and depressed looking, I can't even make a conversation. I don't know what to say.
I am worthless.
Watch the show 'Wilfred'. I'm not even fucking kidding a television show (a fucking funny one by the way) made it easier for me to live with crippling depression. Trust me on this one.
Holy shit that picture...
Once a week in the middle of the night I sneak out and get McDonald's, I get a double quarter pounder, 20 chicken mcnuggets, a large fry and some mello yellow. For almost 6 months now. Then I bring it home and eat it while I watch LPs to simulate friendship.
Hits too close to home. I'm getting knocked with feels today.
Aerospace Engineering in University of Toronto is no highschool part 2
You need friends and motivation to succeed. I didn't have any. I even skipped midterms and quizzes.
Some of your problems are your fixable by adjustments in behavior, anon. I know it's hard, trust me, but the combination of the fact that it's possible with how emotionally miserable you say your are should provide some level of motivation.
You can do it! The rest of us rejects at /r9k/ believe in you!
No one is worthless. Things suck right now, but know that everything you listed is something you can change. It'll take a lot of work, and probably a long time, but it'll be worth it. The hardest part is starting, and once you start, you can't stray. I can't give you all the answers, but things could always be worse. Focus on the positives and slowly work your way out--don't be afraid to look for help--it'll be worth it.
Its not that I dont like it. Just being in the university atmosphere was so soul crushing to me that every ounce of motivation was drained from my body. I didn't want to go to class and see everyone else happy while I sit alone.
Stop whining and start to fix your problems then.
Dude your not alone bro I to eat by myself while watching other people play vidya games at a skill level I'll never be able to obtain I feel so shitty knowing I will never be good. I stopped playing vidya anymore except some casual si=ngle player games because I know I will always be a baddie.
Feels bad man
Hey do you yhave skype man I could really use a fellow robot to cheer me up I feel so alone inside. I tried to get into Multiplayer games but always failed everyone just to good. I dunno man I just don't have the patience for that kinda stuff anymore.
>I smell and have manboobs
Take a shower, eat less.
Will stop once you lose weight and gain self confidence.
Take care of the other shit and you'll get your dick wet
>50k in debt
Oh well, fuck them
Man up faggot, you're not in a wheelchair or anything, so you have no excuse.