>Girl in my class always volunteers to do projects with me
>Feel a spark all semester long
>Have lunch with her a couple times during spring semester
>Ask another person from class to record a proposal
>He says that it's not a good idea
>Buy body camera to record it
>Get turned down
>Now she won't talk to me
>Don't have any classes at all with her this semester
>might lose her forever
What the fuck is wrong with me
Don't beat yourself up too much. I did a lot of dumb shit freshman year of college because I was trying to emulate "the cool stuff in the movies"
Just learn to relax a bit more and not take things so seriously. Ask the next girl that catches your eye if she'd like to get coffee. Don't try to force things so quickly, it's not complicated until you make it complicated.
If this is real, I legitimately feel sorry that someone can be so dense that they believe having lunch a few times with someone is enough for a proposal.
You have to go more in-depth about her reaction to the proposal though.
Show us the video, stupid.
I have a similar story
>shy as fuck
>apparently there is another really shy person in my grade
>its a girl
>starts to approach me by finding people who knew me from elementary
>always comes up to me to work with on projects
>feel like she relates to me because of our extreme shyness
>Not interested in girls at that time
>year later, don't see her as much, doesn't approach me anymore
>develop crush on her
>another year, she starts to get involved with popular kids
>becomes a stacey whore
>still had a crush on her but eventually lose that.
What you should do is unironically upload it to youtube and try to play it off as a joke
>hehe I was just pretending for my new youtube channel where I do goofy crazy stuff!
You won't get to fuck her but at least you won't be a social pariah
Here's what ya do, Jimbo. You eliminate her as you have eliminated so many other hostile targets. Cleave through sinew and bone. Precision shots to the head and torso. Utilize extreme force and prejudice to shit fuck this piss cock shit puss
I have a similiar story
>virgin, never had a gf
>first here of college
>first class a 8/10 grill smiles at me
Fast foward 1 week
>I dont know anyone because I didnt hang out with people from my college
>At class we had to make groups of 2
>she chose me
>Later she asks me where do we meet to do the work
>"we can do over the facebook"
>mfw I realised what she meant 2 years later while I was drunk
This is how I asked the girl I liked out when I was 17
She replied and I'll show you how I replied to her.
Hahaha it took me a long time not to be such a stupid, awkward fucker.
I still am awkward but I can get laid at least and have had gfs