>tell one of my best friends I have feelings for her last Friday
>she's understanding, says she thinks I'm cute and she'd date me under different circumstances, but she's in love with someone else
>she doesn't want things to be weird between us and that we hang out as normal
>I'm one of her best friends after all
>today at friends place
>they talk about how she wants to get fucked by that guy on Sunday and that they probably won't even make it out of Starbucks and fuck in the bathroom
>all while I'm sitting next to her
I FUCKING HATE WOMEN SO MUCH: WHY DO THEY ALWAYS HAVE TO HURT US????
I've been friends with her for some time now and only developed feelings recently. I didn't want to throw a close friendship away because I got "rejected".
I did that quite literally a few weeks ago when I told her that she's really cute and nice, but her changeing sexual partners are kind of a dealbreaker.
She wasn't upset about it but glad that I told her what I think. We hung out normally for weeks after that.
This was before I started to develop feelings.
It's not about my feelings for her, I could hold them back and just be friends.
But if she keeps acting like this, I'm afraid I have to drop her as a friend too.
I just don't get why she says she still wants to be friends and invites me to go out with ehr if she keeps acting like this.
Maybe I'm her fallback plan if things don't work out with Chad.
you did it to yourself. stop becoming friends with girls you want to be with, you're just setting yourself up to be miserable.
the longer you hang around with her the worse you're going to feel. just drop her, she will hate you but who gives a shit.
she will never like you like you like her, deal with it.
>you did it to yourself. stop becoming friends with girls you want to be with
I didn't. See>>26395243
But she's a really good friend.
And a stupid part of me still believes I'll be there for her when things don't work out with that other guy.