I didn't love one, but I had a crush on a guy that im 99.999% sure is a robot. A little backstory on him: >super nerdy, into horror movies and anime >this intriguing and kinda cute combination of shyness and in your face crass humor >not attractive in the traditional sense >didn't dress well at all but it was HS so whatever >EXTREME Pop culture knowledge >not a whole lot of friends >acts kind of aspy Anyways, we had math class together and we'd sit next to each other a lot. He was pretty shy, but we soon bonded over a mutual love of metal and the saw franchise. What he lacked in social skills, he made up in humor, the hardest I've ever laughed was with him! Id try and flirt with him but he didn't really pick up on it most of the time, other times he'd look pretty happy then excuse himself from class and comeback like 10 minutes later. Anyways, end of the semester and class is winding down, he blurts out "IM GOING TO HOLD YOUR HAND OKAY" and he grabs my hand and holds it tight. I thought he was being funny but he was being serious. We held hands for a bit then i let go. He looks all flustered and then excused himself again. Last day of class, he comes up and gives me a really long hug (like really long, over a minute I think) and then he lets go and I kissed his cheek. He stood there blushing and flustered until the bell wrang 30 seconds later. Then he said "b-bye anonette, thank you" and rushed out the door. That was the last time I saw him, I still think about him from time to time. I probably would have blown him if everything had worked out TLDR: I crushed on a robot and he was too shy to take it to the next level
>>26394135 I wouldn't call it love but I really really liked him. We met up a long time ago before there was /soc/ and there were threads with contact info on /r9k/ all the time. It turned out we were living in the same-ish area (like a couple hours drive away) and I called him a couple times and texted back and forth, added him on facebook the works. He kept on talking to me about marriage and weddings pretty quickly, and about all sorts of things we had in common. Sometimes he would act too sexual so I told him to stop because I'm a robot. We scheduled a date for the movies but he never showed up. He said he was sorry, and I was forgiving and said it's okay and didn't give up on him then and there. After awhile I gave him an ultimatum to text or call me if he actually wanted something real because he kept going on and on about having a 'fanclub' and about his ex that had cheated on him before. I was putting my foot down. He never responded and on his facebook he kept putting up statuses about going out and drinking with his friends in the dorm and I cried and cried and cried. The next day I got angry because I hurt so much and sent him some angry messages. He called me crazy, that there was nothing there and I was imagining things. I blocked him. The end.
Let's be honest, once you're a robot you obviously aren't happy with your life and the way you look in most cases. That results into low self esteem. Once you have low self esteem you think you're not worth a lover. As the other girl said, how can someone love me if I can't even love myself?
>>26395284 It does, read it as:i will never love a robot because they're unhappy and should be selected out of the gene pool for being pathetic. >>26395340 I'm pretty sure they have low self-esteem too. What am I missing here? These are people who don't love themselves that have people that love them. >>26395396 Are you serious? Are you going to pretend those aren't related?
>>26395407 Yeah but as I said, read what I'm typing. Having low self esteem is all about not being confident mainly. Once you're not confident in yourself, you have many, MANY insecurities. You worry too much about what your crush/partner/lover/future partner is going to think of you, and sometimes you give up on love and yourself.
>>26395441 >My heart is still broken. We were ruining each other. I did the best I could do for him and left. How were you ruining each other? I'm basically in the same situation except I'm the male and I would like to understand her reasoning for leaving me better. She said things similar to what you're saying now.
yes, a few times once was a mistake because he was sweet to me at first, then started being a piece of shit and posted the pictures I sent him on here. What a bitch.
another one lasted 1.5 years and i thought it was a normal relationship, thought feeling miserable and lonely all the time was a fault of mine decided to try again with another one for whom I fell pretty badly and quickly for. I really have never felt so comfortable with anyone before, no regrets, I'm genuinely happy with him.
>>26395502 You said... >once you're a robot you obviously aren't happy with your life and the way you look in most cases. >That results into low self esteem. Once you have low self esteem >you think you're not worth a lover. ...and I disagree. I think your generalisation is wrong.
Not really sure what you are saying otherwise.
I worry a lot what people will think, but I will still try.
>>26395583 >>26395583 >thought feeling miserable and lonely all the time was a fault of mine >decided to try again with another one for whom I fell pretty badly and quickly for Is there an overlap of these two? I wanna know if I should be reeing.
>>26395546 What does being a hobo have to do with what I said? What's your point? I'm talking about people with actual houses, money etc. People that have most important things in life yet no love. People that worry too much. That's what I'm talking about. No idea what the whole 'hobo' thing is.
>>26395693 I do wonder if this is a specifically female thing. It seems a lot around here refuse contact because they think they are unlovable, yet even the most worthless of bots will still try. Of course, Chad will come along and break through the fembot's mental block :^)
I liked a girl that was possibly a robot but I think she just wanted to butter me up into buying her stuff and I gave her maybe ten dollars worth of cosmetics in a shared game half of which was simply a friendly gesture that I spontaneously just do for friends on a whim.
I was planning on buying her something on Christmas day but I didn't stay up to midnight to do so since I usually spend an hour or two with my family that morning; it isn't much of a Christmas gift if you get it a day early. I even logged onto steam before noon and she'd already had time to log on and call me a nigger and go back offline again.
>why didn't you stay He has a gf that he doesn't love but pays for things, and he's stuck slowly descending into depression. Still. I've seen her. She's relaxed, cool, great job, amazingly beautiful, doesn't give two shits about what he does, and is everything I can't be. I could try to wringe myself into his life and uproot it, but then he'd be left with a miserable NEET girl, with issues, and I'd feel responsible for making him as happy as possible. It'd make the relationship unliveable. I'm not worthy, in a way.
Besides, I'm still a cutter and nobody deserves those kinds of women. Least of all a guy that has a shot at happiness.
>>26395825 Not being a homewrecker is reason enough. >Besides, I'm still a cutter I still have no idea how this became such a widespread phenomenon, did one of your friends tell you it would be neat to start slicing your shit up?
>>26395825 You say he has a shot at happiness, but also that he's sinking into depression. It's true he may have a more comfortable life with her, but that doesn't mean he wouldn't be happier with you, even if things are a bit harder.
In any case, I hope you find someone nice. A man can love a miserable neet girl just as much as a successful, accomplished girl. I know that from experience.
>>26395897 > did one of your friends tell you it would be neat to start slicing your shit up
No, it started when I felt bad. Not just like, boohoo I feel bad Chad won't have me, bad to the point I'd feel like puking and would be actually retching because whatever that "emotional pain" was, it was getting stronger than me. I'd have done anything not to feel. I started with crying and rocking back and forth and I started thumping with my fist on my chest, did it harder and harder, then banged my head, arms or legs into the wall after a while, but that's noisy and people thought I was being abused due to the bruises. Cutting was cleaner.
>>26396033 >Cutting was cleaner. But that's the thing I don't get, where's the idea come from? I've never even thought of cutting myself, it feels so random to me hitting pulling hair or your head on the wall or thumping your chest feel like natural extensions of anguish
I understand it's a coping thing I just don't see how so many people discovered it on their own.
>>26396250 >see pointy object >whatever goes on in brain tells me pain needs to stop >know pain makes other pain stop >jab at self with kitchen knife >feel slightly better, watch blood well up >rush of endorphin >do it again That's how it went.
>>26396276 You'll get there. I'd recommend reading "How to Win Friends and Influence People". It applies to e-friends too and eventually you'll be confident enough to apply the concepts in real life. Good luck, soon to be cyborg and hopefully normie.
>>26396578 I don't support cheating. Obviously he should choose either her or his current girlfriend. That doesn't mean that if you have feelings for someone who's already in a relationship you should give up and keep them secret.
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