How pathetic are you right now
>eating a peach fruit cup with Coldplay on in the background while browsing /r9k/ at 2:44 in the morning
>date a girl for almost 3 years in high school
>she eventually gets a job in a neighboring town
>i know and partially accept shits gonna get rough
>she becomes more distant
>eventually we break up
>throughout the relationship, i come to learn her passwords for almost everything
>over a year now since then
>still get on her facebook every now and then to see her messages about how she's a slut and fucks and sucks everyone in that town
Meanwhile I'm 19 with a girl pregnant
i miss what we were
>>eating a peach fruit cup with Coldplay on in the background while browsing /r9k/ at 2:44 in the morning
what the fuck man
I've now moved onto a strawberry Nutri-Grain bar
>got my usualy sad music mix on
>sitting up just reading /r9k/ and staring at the wall above my monitor
>been wearing the same clothes for a week
>nothing left to eat except a bag of shredded cheese
I'm almost 30 now. I've basically missed my whole life. Even if I pulled my shit together I would be way behind my peers. I guess I'll just die alone in this apartment. I regret everything. I dropped out at 18 and it took me SEVEN YEARS to finish my GED or do anything with my life. If I had just done SOMETHING for those seven years I could maybe be in a better place now. I might just go drown myself in the lake next month.
>shit my pants while eating cereal at 3:46
>shit them again while maroon 5 plays in the background
it hurts lads
>start working my first job last september
>work with slutty chubby girl who's super nice to me
>end of november I ask her on a date
>not too long afterwards ask her out
>she says yes, first relationship, first kiss, first time
>few weeks ago she breaks it off over text
>says she wasn't ready for a serious relationship and has personal problems she needs to sort out
>but also that she still loves me and would like to try again when they're resolved
>didn't want to let her go, incessantly asked her if there was a way we could stay together, since I didn't want her to go
>probably annoyed the shit out of her when she needed space and now she's sick of me
>tfw probably ruined the chances of us getting back together because I was afraid of letting go
>tfw got drunk with my m8s in the city and ended up texting her, asking if she would be my valentine
>tfw don't even know what love is, and people keep telling me I couldn't possibly be in love with someone I've only been with a month or two, that it isn't real
>tfw can't stop listening to Mac Demarco
Two classmates shared numbers with me earlier in the term, and I still keep hoping that one day they'll contact me and ask me to hang out some time.
hey now, those are fucking DELICIOUS!
fruit cups not so much. Ew.
this is more geriatric retired idgaf than pathetic.... prolly hanging around with alice cooper on his radio show and occasionally visiting gene simmons.
I know the feeling.
I mean they have whores/sluts for just sex
and they have women who are single moms/look 30ish and over for "relationships"
but nothing that really combines all our needs into one proper female package like happens for chads/stacys desu.
I've been laying down and listening to sad music while sobbing in the dark at 3 am while wanting to die. The only comfort I really have is my cat sleeping next to me.
>have a huge foot fetish and crush fetish
>browsing my usual sites/blogs for new stuff
>find this indian milf with 10/10 feet who is modeling for this tumblr foot fetish page
>photographer links her site (she is some meditation specialist)
>email her through her site about crushing food with her barefeet
>2 mins later she responds and is interested
>thinks I'm a fetish producer
>explain that I'm just a nobody that wants her to make the video herself
>offer her $200 for 2 min soles video and 8 min crush video
>ask her to do masturbation encouragement during sole video
>she changes her mind and doesnt want to do any of it now
>persuade her by upping it to $300
>send money and go into extreme detail with how i want videos to be done like im quentin tarantino
>send reference videos and get real technical
>excited, happy, and sociable for the next few days as I wait for this gem
>get home from work on Friday and run to my computer
>New message from chick
>Download the videos
>Heart is at 120bpm, shivering with anticipation
>Open the videos
>mfw she recorded them on a potato