Psychologically, about a four. I'm not feeling any physical pain, I just feel exhausted, might be entering into another depression period. I hope not, I don't like feeling irrationally down.
at this point the pain is practically nostalgic, so it could probably be worse.
I'm curious: does anyone else hate being happy? I always shoot for a neutral feeling. If I'm feeling happy my mind runs around too fast and it feels fucking uncomfortable.
I'm actually feeling pretty good, thanks for asking. I've got a foolproof suicide plan in place, and I'm almost done revising my suicide note. I'm going to buy Nembutal off the internet and OD on it. Its putting me in a good mood just thinking about it. Soon all this bullshit will be over and done with.
I was at 6 earlier because I experienced case #237 of girl ignoring my texts but then I went to lift so I feel better now. Still sad.