Alright r9k traps, I'm curious. What was the very first experience that put you on the path to being a full blown trap and how did you know that that's what you wanted to be?
Reverse trap. It was Mulan that really cemented the desire in me but I had always avoided feminine things. I hated my breasts as a teen and kept them as hidden as possible.
I don't crossdress as often anymore but I still avoid feminine things for the most part.
>What was the very first experience that put you on the path to being a full blown trap and how did you know that that's what you wanted to be?
From an early age I was pretty intrigued and fascinated by femininity. I also knew that my fascination was socially unacceptable and abnormal so I got pretty good at hiding it early on. When I was in like elementary school I used to sneak into my sister's room and try on her clothes at night. Also I remember starting to get really jealous of girls and wishing I would go through puberty like they did instead of like boys and feeling detached and weirded out by my genitals, and things like that. I tried for years to just ignore the urges and feelings and hoped it was just a phase and it would all go away but each year the feelings/thoughts just became stronger and occurred more frequently. Long story short i've been on hormones for a year and things are getting better
I'm happy yasu got a happy ending somewhere anon