>>26324990 > recognizing that everything required to get one I basically hate and have no interest in > understanding that I don't have a sex drive, so one of the most appealing things about them is null and void > seeing relationships crumble around me to do promiscuous hypergamous women > seeing friends in relationships turn to lap dogs, then end up hating their choices later, which causes me to resent them for being morons > understanding that I've never really had a good female friend, and that role has been filled by males. > realizing the above truth, wondering what the point of a female companion would be anyway > being a 5'6' manlet so even if all the other things didn't matter, I'd still have a steep uphill climb ahead of me.
Feel so much better now. I look at OP's picture and just feel nothing. Weight off my shoulders.
I just realized that my interests are not compatible with most women and I would not be willing to sacrifice time and energy to make them happy. When I hear love songs or movies say they'd do anything for the girl they love, I just roll my eyes
Fact of the matter is, when I'm working, I'm not going to want to actively try my hand in dating. Similarly I have missed every clue from women in the past who have claimed to like me, but I suspect they were full of shit.
That said, it's over for me. I'm starting to accept my place in life. Some are simply not destined to find love.
>>26325471 It hasnt even pushed me to want to try getting a GF, to be fair. I've never been near trying, just occasionally planning how I'd approach it and then dropping the idea.
I meant that I wake up with an erection, get random hardons while outside, and masturbate daily. I have a sex drive, I just cant get motivated to seek a relationship. And to be even more meta, I know that I should, and that I could, and that I am in the wrong for not doing it, yet I still dont do it.
>>26324990 I realized after having what I thought would be my "dream girl" for 3 years that basically anyone I'd be interested in enough to want to talk to them for more than 2 hours a day is either some impressive combo of mental illnesses or utterly asexual, or in her case both. After dealing with a few years of that because ">living the dream" I realized that wasn't anything I wanted to deal with again. Add in my own mental illnesses and it becomes less a lack of appeal and more just being a decent human being by not exposing other mentally ill people to what could be reinforcing behavior.
Now I'm redirecting the energy that I would have spent trying to get a new relationship gong on bootstraping myself to a point where I can do self funded AI research and build a waifu for everyone in the same position.
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