Who /inlove/ here?
>think about her for hours every day
>randomly reminded of her existence
>spend hours in bed imagining detailed scenarios involving us
>tfw never spoken to her
>pace back and forth my room feeling excited by her existence
>panic and feel ill at the idea that she is dating someone or is attracted towards someone else
I want to talk to her again, because I have the feeling she might like me, but I'm too scared because my life is such a mess at the moment.
I wish I could just forget her, I don't need to also have miserable feels about a girl right now, I have enough other shit to be taken care of
>feel ill at the idea that she is dating someone or is attracted towards someone else
This feel is why I;ll never be involved with a woman ever again. It just felt horrible. Even when I saw a porno involving a girl that looked like her, I got depressed and anxious. I think once I even saw her flirting with another guy, and then she said she was too busy to see me anymore. Cut ties right away, felt like shit.
Nail in the coffin- I sent "I miss you already"
And like 2-3 days later, send " Haha have a great summer" or some shit like that. Holy shit I was so dumb and beta. Want to go back in time and replace my old self.
She ended up talking to me a few months later over the phone but it never went anywhere.
God damn Im so fucking beta. But im glad that section of my life is over. I WILL NEVER GO THROUGH ANYTHING LIKE THAT AGAIN. NEVER. I'm focusing on my life.
>testicles broken from bike accident at 9
>still tried to have a girlfriend in high school
>a month passes by
>she asked about sex
>explained and cried profusely
>she broke up with me by text a few hours later
>fucked Chad a week later
>I'm focusing on my life
>mfw I have no life
Not sure why your "accident" would inhibit your ability to get hard and bang your women. She probably just couldn't handle a crying pussy.
>met her in CC
>she's 20 years older, Peruvian, ADHD and depressed (like me)
>also an engineer in many of the same classes
>doesn't like speaking english, so she isn't babbling all the time
>super fucking affectionate, arm-grabbing, hugging, presses herself against me
>she's shorter than me, petite build
>she has three kids and a husband she hates
>towards the end of our AS's, she starts going full privilege mode about how she wants to work full time, take care of her kids, and continue her education
>she starts hammering into me more that I'm not allowed to be depressed because xyz and if I keep being depressed on purpose life will be shit
>give her shit back
>we stop talking for over a year, only got to see her once a few weeks ago
>still thinking about her
>still want someone to treat me like she did
Find something to do. Find a hobby, play an instrument like piano or violin or cello.
I swear anything feels better than being with a woman that makes you feel like that. If youre in school obviously focus in that too.
At some point
She was taking about 1-2 hours to reply to a text, and it felt like I was waiting to hear the results of a cancer test. Its fucking stupid and not worth it. FUCK I hate this. Dude, get out as soon as possible. If she's not doing 80% of the leg work, drop her.
>tfw finally convince myself I'm worthy of approaching her
>tfw see her in person and instantly tell myself I'm a creepy deluded weirdo
>tfw she asks me a work-related question and smiles
>tfw I try as hard as I can to seem indifferent to her so I don't look like a cuck
this. I wish my presence caused such intense feelings. I wish my gaze made her blush. I wish when I asked her a question her heart started racing, her lip starting to quiver with nervous excitement as she stammered through a poorly formed sentence that she will kick herself for uttering for months, maybe years, to come.
I wish people loved me
A lot of a guys go throught that beta stage in life. It is a side effect of the worthless feminine way we were raised. Be nice and caring to girls and all that bullshit. Good you are overcoming it though anon, you can make it if you dare to learn from your past self. No more oneitis stuff without reciprocation or feelings. I cringe to think how beta I was just a year or two ago.
Not in love per se, I am very careful with that shit because it will fuck you over. I do like her and like to be with her. Made out with her again last night and she is coming over to my house next saturday. Will see what will come of all this, may finally get laid soon.
Women in general are incapable of unconditional love anon, never show emotion like that, you looked weak and she lost interest.
>"No, how about you listen for once. You want to know my real feelings? How I really feel about you? I think you're pathetic. I think you're the most pathetic person I've ever known. When I first saw you I thought you were only quiet because you were shy and intelligent, I really did. But since then I've come to realize that you're just an angry, bitter, egotistical freak who thinks he is somehow destined for greatness despite having no talent at anything he does. You are worthless. You are so delusional it's actually sad. You think just because you can't interact with people that you're somehow better than them, and that just because you understand all these weird internet references that you're somehow special? I mean are you kidding me? And not only that but you're so clingy. You praise me all the time yet you make little snide remarks about everyone you see. It's like you're trying to trap me in your pathetic little existence and expect me to find your loneliness mysterious or interesting. Well I don't, and I'm leaving, and I'll know better from now on to presume anything about lonely guys like you, because I really don't want to waste my time again"
>she says I'm intelligent
>she says I understand her
>she seriously thinks she's ugly whereas she's a 10/10 for me
>she says I'm like her
>she had multiple bf and sexual experiences (I never had gf and I'm a kv)
>she says she doesn't want one anymore
>she doesn't want me to get close to her because she thinks she'll make me suffer
>"Are you in love with someone anon ?" - "N-No... And you ?" - "Never again !"
I can't stop thinking about her. She is everything to me. Her happiness is the only thing that matter.
Bullshit, she wants him to do what he wants. LITERALLY 100% of women have to have the man make the first move, the last move, and every move in between. How do you think she had so much casual sex? She showed up, men did what they wanted. Normalfags work that way.
I agree with >>26317890
She began to talk to me before I fell in love. She was interested in me before I was interested in her. It's not like I was a beta orbiter or something.
>be me,19 KV, never had gf
>meet a girl through internet, 5 months ago
>she lives in a city, but same country
>i live in another, but same country
>talk with her on whatsapp then skype (cam, voice)
>we see our faces, body, each other
>a lot of confidence between us
>we talk about our tastes, fears, personalities, about everything, literally
>she never tells me she has a boyfriend
>she tells me 2 month ago
>after this, i choose not stop talking with her
>1 month later
>tells me that if I go to live where she is,she breaks up with her boyfriend
>but if I'm just going for a few days, she doesn't with him
>inb4 because she feels very alone, she has no friends and practically no social life
>she tells me that she loves me, she likes me
>she tells me that she feels more comfortable with me
I thought about going to live and to seek employment there, and of course, to be with her.
Im in love with her, she's 17.
So, what do you think guys?
I actually fucking wish I had a crush or was in love with somebody. Even if they didn't even fucking exist that'd be okay. I've not had a crush in years and I just feel fucking emotionally numb all the time.
I'm still in love with a girl that died 5 years ago. I've become the mascot of the local cemetery
How the fuck you guys fall in love and shit. I have no idea what it's like, it's like I'm unable to feel any strong feelings at all, I am past schools and not going in uni in this lifetime so it's pretty much endgame for me.
I used to have this feel.
My advice: don't fall in love, it's awful.
I think its just like finding a good friend. I have not been in love once until I met her when I was 17. I think it's just hard for people to "get you". To know how you actually feel, right? I'm just projecting from my own case
Am this guy (to avoid confusion).
This is not my current situation ,but I've been there way too many times.
You do your best with the cards you've been dealt. If an opportunity appears, seize it!
Your long-distance relationship could grow or be totally destroyed when it becomes a physical relationship. Go there, but make a backup plan so you can return home and carry on from there if anything bad happens.
Fuck me man, I didn't want to cry so early into the day. She doesn't fucking love me anymore and I'm here still fucking madly in love with her. Fuck me, why even experience love if this is what comes after it?
But I fucking love her man, she was the 1st person to make me feel loved that wasn't family and she wasn't even my fucking girlfriend. God I'm so fucking stupid, I can't stop fucking loving her because I don't want what I felt with her to end
Same girl man, she told me. She fucking told me in person, it was nice to hear
>dream and think about her daily
>she doesn't want to talk to me anymore
>always cold and disinterested when i message her on facebook
>see her at a convention
>she's holding hands with some four-eyed nerd loser
>she runs past me and pinches my cheek
what did this mean
Bro there's more to the story than that. She wasn't my gf, she was one of my friends gf. Thats what makes this shit worse, I can't fucking talk to them how I feel. I wish she was my fucking girlfriend but that's never gonna fucking happen
all i can say kid is this is really bad and sad, you lost both of them because you cant keep your shit together, just move on from them, cuz your friend can already tell and he thinks your a fag