Guys, I'm really scared. I don't want my life to be a waste. I want to make something of myself. I want to be a writer. I want to write crime novels. I want to meet a beautiful woman and make love to her. I want to father a child and watch him grow old.
But part of me knows that none of this is going to happen. I'm going to spend the rest of my life alone. I will never fall in love. I will never be a father. I will never be a writer. And I will most likely end up killing myself when my parents die because when that happens I will have nothing left to live for.
25 and still an undergrad. Probably won't get out until I'm at least 27. Still living off parents money. I don't care about doing anything worthwhile anymore. I just want to get a job so I can clock out at the end of the day and live independently. I'm so fucking sick of doing homework and studying that I want to die. The 9 to 5 looks like a sweet release from worrying about deadlines, research papers, homework, and reading.
Turning 27 next month. Still kissless. You know what sucks the most? I almost made it. I went to university, had normie friends, got paid internships for office jobs. And I lost it all. The NEET life just pulls me back in every time I try to escape, over and over again.
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