>purposefully isolate myself >hide in school toilets during

What does your inner monologue sound like, OP?

>>26296545
My voice. In the style of mark in peep show, it just reaffirms my fears and worries

>>26296371
You sound a lot like me, except I had audible voices by 18. I'm 20 now. I'm a long-term NEET. Go see a psychiatrist and a psychologist. Don't fuck up like me, littlebot.

>>26296371
>>purposefully isolate myself
>>hide in school toilets during break and lunch (Inb4 ban- I'm 18)
>>spend all day in bed
>>stay up til 3, sleep and wake up just before I have to leave- repeat

Found your problem

>>26296778
But there's a reason why I do all of this anon

>>26296809
>i eat because I'm unhappy and I'm unhappy because i eat

You must break the cycle senpai there is no other choice

>tfw your inner voice starts mocking the "if i were to just die already" voice before it can start

>>26296371
>she ruined your life


THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR BEING A CHAD YOU DOUBLE SHIT FAGGOT!

I HOPE YOU ARE LIKE THAT FIR THE REST OF YOU FUCKING PATHETIC STUPID EXISTSNCE YOU FUCKING ASSHOKE SHIT

> she

Who?

>>26297207
Why am I honored you think I'm a chad.

Truthfully anon, I am a lonely guy who got a supposedly lucky break.

>>26296371
Sounds like social anxiety, I think I have it too.
Worst is when I feel like everyone I walk near if staring me down or just judging me in general.

>>26298697
I know they are.

The younger years whisper and talk when I walk past, they point or stare or laugh. I've heard 'that's the guy x fancies!' And the response 'THAT guy??'

I hate myself so much. All my worries are true.