sometimes I think about how much pain and suffering there is in the world and feel so overwhelmed by it.
I feel so helpless because there is nothing I can do to make the wold better and it's all my fault
I feel like giving up.
Am I sick?
Ehh, a little.
I've got my swords and shit ready to go, and i'm waiting for some repugnant unfixable shit to happen in my home life before I throw in my towel. Phyiscally, I already have mentally.
I suppose i'm just biding my time until the people I plague by existing catch on and cast me out, then I won't have any regrets.
>mfw succubus came back and she's helping me out with my life
>when you realize that you're useless
>when you accept it
>when you stop trying to fool yourself and the people around you
>have bike accident when I was 5
>did a flip onto the ground
>handlebar smashed my testicles
I'm an only child, too. My family heritage will die because of me.
I came close to "sex" back in high school, but I broke down crying when I told her about it. She acted sympathetic but left me for Chad a week later.
I gave up once, but nothing happened. I thought that the moment I gave up and surrendered, everything would just stop. But it didn't, it just kept going. Around, like a wheel, same things over and over again. Now I'm right back in it and I know I can't give up because nothing happens.
Which would you feel better about, giving in or giving up?
Just doing all the things in life you want to, regardless of consequences, or just stopping?
I'm legitimately curious of what you guys would say.